Paint Me In Your Sunshine

2011-05-10T01:13:00.000-07:00

HELLO to no one.

I have been really free lately. (Which probably explains why I'm blogging.) Hah. I even watched THOR twice. It's not bad actually. The storyline is a little cheesy though. I feel guilty not studying but blogging is such a great way to de- stess. I'm going to run later so whoo hoo! How many rounds can my legs carry me? I have about 11 days to shed 5 kg. I'm a mess. (No kidding) I like giving advice to people. Well, probably because I'm more of a helper than a leader. I love helping.

Happy People=Happy Me

This may sound really childish but I don't really care anymore. Stupid Labels. They should sue. I believe majority of this world thinks my blog does not even exist.

But anyway,

HERE I AM!

I like studying. Without Singapore's current education system, a teen's life would be quite pointless, don't you think? Yeah. I really miss Red Cross. The realization that you can't do much to help really stinks like skunk. Sigh. I'm really glad that I don't have much to worry about anymore but I feel awfully empty. I miss the AV Board a lot too.

AH WELL.

HAH. I feel so old already.

Mom says I have the mentality of a 13 year old. I am very insulted.

You can't always get what you want but I get what I need. Good enough.

Am I abnormal? I really don't like dramas and I don't have special likings for anyone or any celebrity. I like my friends. They mean a lot to me. I love my family. (We have our moments lah huh.) I LOVE GOD. Other than that, I don't find any interest in chasing after people who are people. In this way, I don't get distracted easily but in another, I have some difficulty carrying out long conversations with people.

BLEAH.

I

AM

SUCH

A

BORING

GIRL

I

SHOULD

PLAY

SNAKES

AND

LADDERS

You see. I don't know what to ramble about anymore. Am I stupid or am I stupid, hmm?

Read the Bible, Pray Everyday. HEY! Pray Everyday. HEY! Pray Everyday. HEY! (I don't know how the song ends. Oops.)

Yeah okay. BYE.

2011-05-05T02:42:00.000-07:00

"I am not to be kidding you!"

2011-04-20T10:23:00.000-07:00

I wear a hair band during my examinations so my fringe wouldn't annoy me.

I associate crap to monkeys.

I do not like to wear spectacles but

I have to or

I'll be as blind as a...

I don't know, really.

I have to go now.

Exams, when you over?

2011-03-30T06:43:00.000-07:00

3rd Photograph: Courtesy of POH.

HELLO. I JUST WANT TO ANNOUNCE TO THE WORLD THAT SHAFIQA'S NAPFA 2.4KM RUN/ WALK TIMING WAS SO AMAZING, I ALMOST PASSED OUT. SHE IMPROVED BY 2 MINUTES MAN! I FEEL SO HAPPY FOR HER. I'M MORE EXCITED ABOUT IT THAN SHE IS. HAHA. GUESS WHAT HER TIMING IS. AIYAH. NO NEED TO GUESS LAH.

IT'S 15.28 MINUTES!

wow!

I FEEL DEGRADED NOW.

2011-03-26T05:28:00.000-07:00

This is so sinful.

I really wonder if anyone reads my blog man. Never mind. I've been a really horrid student. My mom says I'm the school's maid. She told me that weeks ago and I still remember what she said. I don't really remember my dad's words because he always repeats them. (The irony) Anyway, I'm making scrapbooks for __________ and __________. It's supposed to be a secret but I'm simply thrilled. I really hope I can go cycling with church members tomorrow. Sigh. I want to do things but I can't bring myself to do anything. I shall pray. Pray hard. I honestly want to repent for not reading the Bible daily and posting verses from it. I am obviously a mess. I feel like a mess. My cousins are at my house now. They are so naive man, but they're really understanding and sweet. I'm kinda setting a bad example for them. I'm blogging. MAN. They think I'm doing work. Okay. I shall stop and really start working. I should get rid of my tumblr account. (Or shouldn't I?)

I'll try posting my own photos the next time.
I shall post again. (I really don't know when I will have the time to do so.)

Credits to Fashion Toast.

2011-03-06T08:01:00.000-08:00

It's really hard to keep posting bible verses now. I am a total failure at being a GOOD Christian.

I'm Sorry.

2011-03-03T01:30:00.000-08:00

The Story of Tom, Dick and Harry

In the Beginning, Tom had a Harry Dick.

3 Years later, Harry's Dick was named Tom.

THE END.

2011-02-16T08:32:00.000-08:00

We Only Feel Special On Our
Birthdays.

We're falling again.

2011-01-11T05:43:00.001-08:00

Back Then.

2011-01-11T05:15:00.000-08:00

"Whoever curses his father or his mother, His lamp will be put out in deep darkness."
Proverbs 20: 20

2011-01-10T00:41:00.000-08:00

"And so find favour and high esteem In the sight of GOD and man."
Proverbs 3: 4

"Simon Peter answered and said, " You are the Christ, the Son of the living
GOD."
Matthew 16: 16

2011-01-08T06:24:00.000-08:00

"The fear of the LORD is the beginning of knowledge, But fools despise
wisdom and instruction."
Proverbs 1: 7

"Keep your heart with all dilligence, For out of it spring the
issues of
life."
Proverbs 4: 23

2011-01-06T02:25:00.000-08:00

"What is bent cannot be straightened, and what is missing cannot be supplied."
Ecclesiastes 1: 15

2011-01-06T02:18:00.000-08:00

"Futile, Futile." laments the Teacher, "Absolutely futile! Everything is futile!"
Ecclesiastes 1: 2

2011-01-04T03:13:00.000-08:00

" A fool vents all his feelings, But a wise man holds them back."
Proverbs 29:11

2011-01-03T07:35:00.000-08:00

SO COOL RIGHT? I KNOW, I KNOW.

(The date a bit extra hor.)

2011

I can't believe I'm actually blogging. It's 11.45pm now and I feel like I could run a mile. I feel pretty optimistic about 2011.

New Start.

New Year.

New Beginning.

Well, you get the point.

Basically, I'm planning on starting this year totally fresh. As in really fresh. Starting from Square One. Physically, I'm going to be fitter and probably leaner. (If that's even possible.) Mentally, I'm going to be ___________________. Let's just say I have plans. I'm definitely going to keep up my "Pray 3 Times a Day and Read The Bible Daily" thing. It's the best thing worth living for. I'm not going to keep up trying to sound or look sophisticated. (Because I'm NOT.) I'm going to blog. Yes I Am. No one visits this blog so it'll be my personal space even though it's on the world wide web. I admit that I really have to drag myself everyday to the computer. I feel sick of these worldly pleasures. We all know that the world is going to fade away someday, so what's the use of holding on?

I REALLY LOVE GOD.

Hey! Okay! I'll do this. I'll post a verse everyday! OHOHOH!

(Now I just sound as if I've lost the balls.)

Facebook. It's a good outlet for sharing pictures, really good. So, in Facebook language, I Like.

You know they say blogging is for sharing your thoughts or interpreting your day to the world, blah, blah, blah. Well, yeah, in a way it is, but in a way it isn't. In a negative perspective, you're like a stripper, courageously showing yourself to everyone. (You must be thinking: then you also stripper right? WAH PIANG EH!) Yeah, we're all strippers. We've got friends to show ourselves to etc.

WE'RE LIKE DARE DEVILS.

We Run and Raid.

In a positive perspective, you're actually using technology to turn something ugly, to something really neat. Look at all the blogskins. They really beautify everything. (Like Botox or Plastic Surgery.) Even the fonts of the words you type become so artistic, you don't even seem to bother about the message. The best part about blogging is: YOU ARE WRITING AN ESSAY!

So, it's like, you're like, improving your english! Like, how cool is that!

*Shows the "It's so awesome, nothing can be more awesome than that." face.*

(She siao or what?)

I can never understand the will of GOD for my family and I. His grace is absolutely sufficient for us. It's so abundant that GOD put my sister in TKGS as well. THANK GOD. I hope for the best for my sister. (We're on good terms.) The only downside to this is that she's going to stick her nose into everything I do at school. Once school starts, school dominates my life. So, she's going to be my life inspector or something, something, something. Maybe in a way it's good. At least I won't do anything bad in school because she'll be the first one to know. I mean, she's my sister right? Who am I kidding?

IMMA BE A GOOD GIRL

Too Much Talk And Too Little Sleep Makes People Wanna Pee. I shall try to blog tomorrow night.

(Like daily reflections like that.)

GOD BLESS.

2011-01-02T18:27:00.000-08:00

I Absolutely Dislike Making New Year Resolutions.
HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE.
go make your own resolutions.

2010-11-25T05:47:00.000-08:00

To those going to Hanoi:

I promise you're gonna have a ton of fun there. People will create bliss.

2010-11-03T18:01:00.000-07:00

"Piew Piew Piew!"

Watching a movie During Chinese Extended Studies. The storyline is bland but the action is quite...
Oh well. Judging is subjective so I shan't judge.

We Are Golden

2010-10-27T01:55:00.000-07:00

Hello. This is an official dead blog. I know I broke my promise about posting almost everyday but sometimes, I just can't. No one tags or reads my blog anyway. Most probably because it's not constantly updated. HAHA. I will try my best to post lah... but best doesn't work out all the time. If the bastards don't bang my door down or hover over my head, everything is possible.
Oh, how I miss the freedom of blogging.(:

2010-08-26T18:45:00.000-07:00

ILLEGAL BLOGGING
in school.
I could get slaughtered for this.

2010-08-19T06:21:00.000-07:00

My Grandmother once said:

"Life is like a river, it just keeps on flowing and never stops. Even if there are rocks in it, you will always find a way to flow with the current."

I LOVE MY GRANDMOTHER.

I LOVE MY GRANDFATHER TOO. He's the wiser one though. HaHa.(:

2010-08-01T06:28:00.000-07:00

HEH HEH. This is Mine. Ain't it a beauty. The Birthday Present from my parents. Not to worry. It's not my birthday yet. I got it on the 24th of July 2010.

2010-07-02T14:05:00.000-07:00

Exiles Feed on Hope
Tired.
I want to sit in a comfortable chair, watch television or read a book and go to sleep at a reasonable hour.

2010-05-28T06:11:00.000-07:00

The Sun Ate My Brain

2010-05-20T03:40:00.000-07:00

Oh, for the love of GLEE.

Love
yourself so no one has to.

2010-05-14T07:36:00.000-07:00

Motto: Of those who say nothing, few are silent.
My Fair World.

(Rebecca will try her best to post everyday. She realized that the purpose of creating a blog is to post crap. Therefore, she is going to do exactly that.)

2010-05-13T06:50:00.000-07:00

This picture is not ripped off the internet.

The dulcet rhythm of the wind pauses to let off a sigh
of lament.

2010-05-12T00:51:00.000-07:00

THIS BEACH IS LOCATED IN GOLD COAST. And yes, I took the liberty of taking a picture of it.

Motto: This is a message from my heart, the most devoted body part, taking blood and making art.

Dear gosh. the Exams are over...well, that was the past...so, let's move on.

This post is specially for those with issues regarding the toilet. Whoever came up with these meritorious reasons deserves a pat on the back.

Here are the 8 valid reasons...excuses, rather, why people have the physical capacity to camp out for such a long duration in the loo.

1) They were overcome by the fumes of the last visitor and have only just regained consciousness.

2) The door lock jammed and they ended up having to blast their way out.

3) They fell into the toilet bowl and had to wait for their clothes to dry.

4) Some bastard put superglue on the toilet seat.

5) The glorious voices kept prompting them: "Push the flush button and you'll win a prize."

6) They are obsessive compulsive and had to count the number of hairs on their......well......you get what I mean......oh, never you mind.

7)The lights in the toilet they were in blacked out so they ended up having to grope around in pitch darkness around the toilet until they found the fuse box.

8) They couldn't get their zips undone so they crept out the back of the toilet and worked on the damn old thing in the tool shed.

There you go. Enjoy.

*The picture and the message are 2 different things all together.

2010-05-07T20:28:00.000-07:00

Slow Dancing In a Burning
Room

2010-03-23T05:52:00.000-07:00

Show your face Shafiqa Begum. And yes, you have an AWE-SOME last name. There is nothing to be ashamed of. You're already 15.

Happy BELATED Birthday, my friend.

2010-03-18T03:20:00.000-07:00

Pathological Wails.

Always Look On the Bright Side of Life

Da Dum Da Dum Da Dum Da Dum.

2010-03-04T05:27:00.000-08:00

Joseph Strorm should go and die. He and his Ego.
Ostentatious, Dogmatic, Militant.
I wonder if anyone on this planet has his Obsession.
Such a Hypocrite.
" See, my house is so huge and grand, but oh no no no. This is but a blessing from God."
Who would say such an immoral thing?The one and only Joseph Strorm.WOW.Thank you Elias Strorm.We should all Raid Waknuk together. All the countries to go there and start World War 3.The country should go sue itself.It's not on an actual map anyway.The worst panache I have ever come to know.

- All this is Fictional though. Please do not take this seriously.

DE-STRESSING.

2010-01-03T05:21:00.000-08:00

I know it's kind of late but HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYBODY! 2010 doesn't seem

pleasant. Every year isn't. Whatever befall, keep those poker faces lifted. Ha ha.

GOD BLESS YOU ALL MAN.

2009-12-05T03:54:00.001-08:00

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

I PASSED UIP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

SUCCESSFULLY.

SWEET SWEET SUCCESS.

and i earned myself a Landyard.

OH.

TODAY WAS A BLAST.

I WANTED TO CRY SO BAD WHEN I KNEW I PASSED.

EMBRACING THE OTHER UNIT INSTRUCTORS ADDED TO MY YEARN.

WWWWHHHHOOOOTTTTSSSS.

2009-11-15T18:36:00.000-08:00

Motto: If I sing this loud enough, hopefully you'll sing after me.
I'm sorry I haven't posted in the longest time. 2 months of not blogging is stupid. I didn't feel like blogging until today. Simple English will be used in this post. No Chim Words whatsoever. This post will be to spill someone's guts out. It's like Confessions of a Teenage Girl.

She's probably not worthy of her friends now. She's been through many friendship problems. Frankly, none of them successful. Only 1 exceptional case. She couldn't figure out why. She'll need to suck it up so much more than she already did. Recently, she told the whole squad about UIP. She thought T_____ T_____ knew because __________ has been passing messages about the UIP through her. She would have read it. Therefore, she would have known. However she did not. Then something very absurd happened. She told others to L_ _ about them telling her that they told her just because she didn't tell her since she thought she already knew. Until now, she is still quite puzzled at how she managed to figure out that she called everyone to explain except her. Anyway, who is right and who is wrong? Are they both wrong? Now everyone despises her and looks down on her because of that small action. Some call her a hypocrite. She would bet on $10 that if she called T_____ T_____, there would be a missed call. It's only a $10 bet because she is does not grow money trees. VULGARITIES would be flying all over the moment after she called. All she could do now is ponder and hold back her tears. She cannot cry even though she is a very prominent weakling emotionally. Lately, she has been thinking to herself.

Am I that_____________. If so many people in my squad have a bad impression on me, why not quit next year? Just get it over and done with. What's the use? Why do I even bother expaining?

She read several blogs. She has mixed feelings now. She isn't loved.

She is said to be:

" Not trustworthy. The very stupid hypocrite who does things the direct opposite of what is shown. She is- very obviously, 2 faced. She is great as a companion outside, face to face. However, she does numerous upsetting things. "

She's not sure about all these words above but she does reply her messages.

Usually,she has to be nice unless she is pushed beyond her limits. She's a Christian, who probably does not act like one- according to several. Maybe that is true. Maybe whatever is stated is just a huge pile or rubbish rumours spread around to demoralise her. She feels as if she needs to open that part of her that has been locked in, but if she unlocks it, who would she throw the key to.

Would you want to be this girl's friend or would you rather keep on your side of the world and listen to those outside your boundary ramble about her and whatever she has unspokenly done wrong?

She is undoubtly Miss Always Invisible.

Although she smiles,there is somthing she's hiding and she can't find a way
to relate.
She'll pretend to be busy when inside,she just wants to cry.
In the beginning,in the first weeks of class she did everything to
try and fit in.
But the others,they couldn't seem to get past all the things that
mismatched on the surface.
And she would close her eyes when they laughed as she fell down the
stairs.
And the more that they joked and the more that they screamed she retreated
to where she is now.

2009-09-07T06:32:00.000-07:00

Motto:California sunshine in my eyes.Driving with the top down we sang along to our favourite songs nothing could go wrong.

OHMEGOSH

i finally bought an accoustic guitar...wwwwwwwwwwwww

eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee...hahahahahahahahah...oh you musn't turn green.

2009-08-31T06:02:00.000-07:00

Motto: Light the fuse

HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY TO ALL TEACHERS IN SINGAPORE.GOD BLESS YOU ALL MAN.

it was pressurising at first.every mistake would cost a bomb.

INTERNATIONAL DOOM'S DAY.

inch by inch,i shuffled myself to pure goodness.it was,in my point of view a little screwed and corky but it ended with a tinge of thrill.feel the adrenaline racing through your skin.

hey,guess what.my primary school teacher recognised me...haha.even after 4 years!i miss PLMGPS.i miss HGS as well.the hopscotch was a bundle of joy.ahhaha.the track is still algae-ish and slippery like never before.but i still loved it. i felt like a giant there. even the Primary 6s looked like they were still in lower primary.no offence. NO CHANGE.it's like we're gone, but we're not gone.

so let's BREAK IT DOWN and SHIMMEY.

i'm in the mood for CRAZY dancing and footdrill now.oh how i miss trainings as well.so so so so much i want to super glue myself to them.hehehe.

gummies increase my sugar intake.this is why i feel a sugar rush coming on.

THANKS REBECCA CHAM for helping me find my 'soul'.

THANKS JEETHI for laughing the day off oh so publically.oh you know what i mean.

most of all, i THANK GOD for making the day so memorable.

teachers' day is always like that.it should remain this way.oh yeah.

I LIKE KIMCHI!!!!!!!!!!!haha.

2009-08-11T05:59:00.000-07:00

KWANG SU WEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
(IT'S A BELATED BIRTHDAY WISH BY THE WAY.SORRY)

GOD BLESS YOU SQUADMATE.(:

2009-07-31T20:37:00.000-07:00

Motto:It's a handy-man's job.

HAHA.it's august again.going to have to deal with the August Rush.my birthday's coming soon and i'm already feeling pumped.i rarely blog nowadays because

1)my parents seem to always be at home.

2)i have to start mugging.

3)i can't be bothered.
but usually,it's the first reason.

it's kind of pathetic if you look at it this way.WHAT TO DO?I'M ALSO ONE OF THE GIRLS HOR?end years are drawing close as well.i'm supposed to be writing some literature audacity script now.i just can't seem to be able to move the mouse to that microsoft word link...it would be pretty inconceivable to think that I'M CLICKING ON IT NOW!haha.ohmygoshimso______i finally managed to talk my parents round to making them fetch my squadmates.i had to act as if i had no choice but to resort to that extent.well,i really didn't.so yeah.my conscience is clear.i have decided to be self-indulgent to jogging.my brain will just keep throbbing and telling me to keep moving on and never stop.it'll be so FREAKING cool.i just need to find the time to do so.i realised that being sober makes people cower at the sight of you.i think it's totally redundant.(it's just my personal opinion.not meant to be taken to heart.so don't even think about it.)there's this strong wanderlust in me that makes me want to puke whenever i see a bird.this is why i chase birds.i have managed to erase my obtrusive pressence as well.that's something worth being extolled for.right?okay.i shouldn't keep on blabbering about myself.maybe i should talk about the laws of nature.NERD man.i think i'll be enclosed in my own scientific world that in the end,i'll even think i'm non-existant.ahhahaha.i don't know what else to say.gah.berk.i'm going to write the scrpit now.so yeah.bye.(:

2009-07-20T06:27:00.000-07:00

suppressedcompressedcondensedimensebutgrudginglyimpressed

this sounds so cliche.oh well.

2009-07-08T07:17:00.000-07:00

LEFT OUT
Do these
2 words
make sense to the human vison?
(I don't mean to offend no
one.don't get
the
wrong idea.NO NO NO.)

2009-06-24T20:30:00.000-07:00

Motto:Angry people need hugs...or sharp objects.
I HATE ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i can't even complete my projects.being quarantined seriously @#%*$^&!ggggggggggggaaaaaahhhhhhh!I NEED QUALITY MILK.currently memorizing Design and Technology.theory.seems interesting.all the mindmaps and stuff.(:i don't feel good.i reckon there's something fishy going on here.stomach churning.head spinning.eyes bulging.this is getting a little minutiae.too detailed.i shouldn't be multi-tasking.not my thing.i need to organize.let's just say my life is getting VERY tangible.it's the only thing that's worth celebrating.joy to the world.

i'm such a halfwit.bleah.i disgust
myself.

2009-06-15T06:10:00.000-07:00

Motto:Feels like whatever you've earned slipped out of your hands in the beep of a phone.trash it.
Apologizing in words typed ot doesn't seem sincere or the least earnest.but they have the right motive.i'm not allowed to do so otherwise.
i'd like to apologise to the Ma'ams because i've been the most slack-ish cadet of RED CROSS.these words keep my head held high.it's the ultimate DIAMOND IN THE ROUGH.i'm really sorry.i can't tell them upfront.this is the best i can.i'm not even sure if they read my blog.i feel like i've committed felony.it's this feeling that makes me type this paragraph.generally,it's because of guilt.i suddenly feel like i've let everyone down in this universe.even the moon and the stars seem crest-fallen.i'm really SORRY.i really mean what i type.I'M SOSOSO SORRY.but this is all i can do.heart in my mouth.i need endorphin.SORRY.i know it's way past the deadline. ): .nothing else i can do.i need to have a good foundation in my CCA.i didn't earn it or lose it.i ate it. ALL.
i want to apologise to my squadmates and classmates too.for being so intractable,intolerable.i really don't know what to do now.stuck in the middle of a wilderness.i HATE myself for that.i'm such a disgrace.urgh.tongue twisted and mouth constricted.i don't know what else to say.i've lost it.

FAILURE staring right at me.

i don't even deserve a trip to Brisbane.rather stay home and brood 'till i breathe my last.

"Like a partridge that hatches eggs it did not lay is the man who gains riches by unjust means.When his life is half gone,they will desert him,and in the end he will prove to be a fool." (Jeremiah 17:11)

2009-06-14T05:45:00.000-07:00

BRISBANE,

here I come.

100% sure that I will not be missed.Egoism sprawled all over.a gun aimed to the head.bull-dozer.

2009-06-09T01:23:00.000-07:00

Motto:A screwed life line.
this post is specially dedicated to Jun Yu and Eliza.
HAPPY 14 BITRTHDAY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
This song is :The Birthday Song by Corrinne May.
I hope you find the lyrics meaningful.

The Birthday Song

Don't worry about that extra line
That's creeping up upon your face
It's just a part of nature's way
To say you've grown a little more
Trees have rings and thicker branches
Kids shoes get a little tighter
Every year we're getting closer to who we're gonna be
It's time to celebrate the story of how you've come to be

Happy birthday my friend
Here's to all the years we've shared together
All the fun we've had
You're such a blessing
Such a joy in my life
May the good Lord bless you
And may all your dreams come true

So light a candle on your cake
For every smile you've helped create
For every heart and every soul
You've known to grow a little more
A few more pounds, a little more grey
Don't count the years just count the way
It takes a little time to go from water into wine
Don't ever lose the wonder of the child within your eyes

Happy birthday my friend
Here's to all the years we've shared together
All the fun we've had
It's such a blessing
Such a joy in my life
May the good Lord bless you
And may all your dreams come true

you can listen to it it on youtube at your own pace:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dV__52qXJc0&feature=PlayList&p=BCFD0A67A1DADD4C&playnext=1&playnext_
from=PL&index=16

Past Pictures.Sequence:the Latest to the Earliest

2009-06-08T08:46:00.000-07:00

Talk behind my back and try to cover it up.how classical.it has been mentally and physically proven that i have been deserted.should have known a long time ago.the four is down to three.the five little letters seem overtone.languor does feel better than anything else right now.pleasure.i'm studying the words of GOD.searching the scriptures during my free time.before bed.i shall live up to my name.Earnest Devotee.PRAISE THE LORD.

"Amazing grace shall always be my song of praise,for it was grace that bought my liberty.I do not know just why HE came to love me so.HE looked beyond my fault and saw my need."

i shall post pictures soon.i hope the sequence of the pictures would not appear too shambolic.if so,i regret.i'm guessing that all the pictures would be up by sunday.(:

2009-05-27T07:47:00.000-07:00

this wiggly thing i saw on the way back home.it was dragging it's feet on a palm tree.so unsightly.AND IT"S GREENNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN!(:

Motto:Pluck it off and munch it down.
REQUESTS FOR THE DAY:
to be fairer.
to be more sincere.
learn to love and accept.

EQUATLITY
since i have been thought to be really baised,i shall not be.
CHNG PEI WEN,
KWANG SU WEN,
LOW JUN YU,
ELIZA POH YU XIN,
RABIATUL ADAWIYAH BTE RAZALI,
YEO SU WEN,
THE MIGHTY CHOK TENG TENG(requested)
and
SHAFIQA BEGUM.(pronounced as "baygum" NOT BELGIUM or BEGAM OR BOOGOOM>refrain from using Shafiqa's surname.she literally squeezes you.sorry.)

i apologise deeply and SINCERELY for the things i have committed that made me hated.countless reasons.stating it would be highly unadvisable.sorry,okay.i'm really sorry for making this mess.it makes me feel like such a jerk.i ought to be ignored.i should be in my coffin right now.please bury me alive.being sincere doesn't help though.deploy the army tanks and carve out world war 3.not to fret.i'll lose.flat in the face.
F.Y.I WLL stands for wait long long.not wah lao leh or world war 2.

my parents think that everything i do is "not valid".
a sentence says it all.

i'm no longer invloved in Red Cross stuff.oh that's sad.i feel so shunned.girl,interrupted.pushed aside.let alone.i miss doing lists and going hyper:ACTIVE! handing up lists.meeting deadlines and training hard under the HEAT.it's lost.it should be earned back.training seems so listless nowadays.i miss trainings.i love the Ma'ams.whatever they do is gosh damn PROFESSIONAL.
(:
i should go now.researching on termites and their mounds.i seem to be developing this liking for creepy crawlies.AHAHAHA.

Conversation of the day:
Rebecca says:
you free to chat...
i want to play a game with you can

Pei Wen says:
?

Rebecca says:
fre or ...
free*

Pei Wen says:
sort of yes n no
waD?

Rebecca says:
okay...
erm game goes like this...
first,
i tell you something...
one word.

Pei Wen says:
n?

Rebecca says:
and you tell me the first thing that comes to your mind when i say that word

Pei Wen says:
ok...

Rebecca says:
it must only be one word.

Pei Wen says:
ok.

Rebecca says:
i start argh.

Pei Wen says:
okk

Rebecca says:
this game goes on and on ...
there's no end to it leh...
(:

Pei Wen says:
yah err wait ah i adjust
my position

Rebecca says:
i just want to see how far we get.
start?

Pei Wen says:
ah ok
start
starttt

Rebecca says:
plant.

Pei Wen says:
tree

Rebecca says:
flower

Pei Wen says:
bird

Rebecca says:
blue

Pei Wen says:
sky

Rebecca says:
clouds

Pei Wen says:
moon

Rebecca says:
cow

Pei Wen says:
moo

Rebecca says:
dung

Pei Wen says:
shit

Rebecca says:
smell.

Pei Wen says:
yucks

Rebecca says:
food

Pei Wen says:
chicken

Rebecca says:
rice

Pei Wen says:
Fish

Rebecca says:
glod
gold*

Pei Wen says:
money

Rebecca says:
bar

Pei Wen says:
pub

Rebecca says:
wine

Pei Wen says:
glass

Rebecca says:
worms

Pei Wen says:
eaerthworm
earthworm

Rebecca says:
slimy

Pei Wen says:
greenwave

Rebecca says:
sea

Pei Wen says:
ocean

Rebecca says:
turtle

Pei Wen says:
tortise
tortise

Rebecca says:
seafood

Pei Wen says:
squid

Rebecca says:
steamboat

Pei Wen says:
pork

Rebecca says:
bakkua

Pei Wen says:
huh ?

Rebecca says:
bak kua

Pei Wen says:
cream

Rebecca says:
hot fudge
fudge*

Pei Wen says:
thats 2
ok
hot

Rebecca says:
cold

Pei Wen says:
big

Rebecca says:
enormous

Pei Wen says:
tiny

Rebecca says:
ant

Pei Wen says:
elephant

Rebecca says:
ears

Pei Wen says:
flies

Rebecca says:
zzzz

Pei Wen says:
?

Rebecca says:
!

Pei Wen says:
wee

Rebecca says:
sheryl

Pei Wen says:
spirl
spiral

Rebecca says:
staircase

Pei Wen says:
slide

Rebecca says:
swing

Pei Wen says:
seesaw

Rebecca says:
ToGetHer

Pei Wen says:
paw

Rebecca says:
prints

Pei Wen says:
cluse
clues

Rebecca says:
glass

Pei Wen says:
u said tat already

Rebecca says:
can repeat...
(:
sorry never tell you that

Pei Wen says:
jar

Rebecca says:
cookie

Pei Wen says:
jar

Rebecca says:
marshmaow

Pei Wen says:
jar

Rebecca says:
pei

Pei Wen says:
jar

Rebecca says:
wen

Pei Wen says:
hahas

Rebecca says:
chng

Pei Wen says:
rebecca

Rebecca says:
yeo su wen

Pei Wen says:
jar
thats 3 words dud

Rebecca says:
su

Pei Wen says:
dude

Rebecca says:
sorry

Pei Wen says:
jar

Rebecca says:
dress

Pei Wen says:
jar

Rebecca says:
curtain

Pei Wen says:
jar

Rebecca says:
jar

Pei Wen says:
jar

Rebecca says:
jar

Pei Wen says:
jam

Rebecca says:
pot

Pei Wen says:
potty

Rebecca says:
poop

Pei Wen says:
jar

Rebecca says:
cover

Pei Wen says:
jar

Rebecca says:
base

Pei Wen says:
first

Rebecca says:
last

Pei Wen says:
one

Rebecca says:
infinty

Pei Wen says:
huh

Rebecca says:
infinity*

Pei Wen says:
i know i said huh
as a word

Rebecca says:
oh.

Pei Wen says:
haha

Rebecca says:
goodies

Pei Wen says:
halloween

Rebecca says:
trick or treat
trick
or
treat
(:
one
word

Pei Wen says:
zzz.
smile

Rebecca says:
run

Pei Wen says:
ah

Rebecca says:
legs

Pei Wen says:
CHOO

Rebecca says:
bang

Pei Wen says:
argh

Rebecca says:
terminator

Pei Wen says:
me

Rebecca says:
monster

Pei Wen says:
life

Rebecca says:
death

Pei Wen says:
vampire

Rebecca says:
neck

Pei Wen says:
garlic

Rebecca says:
teeth

Pei Wen says:
bread

Rebecca says:
butter

Pei Wen says:
cheese

Rebecca says:
who

Pei Wen says:
me

Rebecca says:
wild

Pei Wen says:
wet

Rebecca says:
boat

Pei Wen says:
i

Rebecca says:
eye

Pei Wen says:
got

Rebecca says:
iris

Pei Wen says:
to

Rebecca says:
you

Pei Wen says:
go

Rebecca says:
away

Pei Wen says:
can

Rebecca says:
make

Pei Wen says:
you

Rebecca says:
fly

Pei Wen says:
read

Rebecca says:
smash

Pei Wen says:
wad

Rebecca says:
no

Pei Wen says:
i

Rebecca says:
yes

Pei Wen says:
typed?

Rebecca says:
written

Pei Wen says:
zzz

Rebecca says:
snore

Pei Wen says:
i gtg la
can u read?

Rebecca says:
oh

Pei Wen says:
peiwen says (10:28 PM):
i

Rebecca says (10:28 PM):
eye

peiwen says (10:28 PM):
got

Rebecca says (10:28 PM):
iris

peiwen says (10:28 PM):
to

Rebecca says (10:28 PM):
you

peiwen says (10:28 PM):
go

Rebecca says:
):
why

Pei Wen says:
see
peiwen says:
part

Rebecca says:
i know.
but why
now i got to find someone else to play with

Pei Wen says:
cos i need to print than off com

Rebecca says:
):
oh
why
pao qi wo

Pei Wen says:
hahas]

Rebecca says:
humph

Pei Wen says:
;]
:]

Rebecca says:
]:

Pei Wen says:
:}

Rebecca says:
.....>>>>>>

Pei Wen says:
( + : = ( :

Rebecca says:
pei wen is damn wird lor
gonna post this convo on my blog
weird*

Pei Wen says:
hahahhas
sure

Rebecca says:
you and your 1111111111111100000000000000000000 nnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg
sing song

Pei Wen says:
i am hungry

Rebecca says:
you clown argh
oh

Pei Wen says:
dun copy!
its copyrighted

Rebecca says:
i want to drink something too

Pei Wen says:
i can sue u

Rebecca says:
okay
see you in court

Pei Wen says:
hahas

Rebecca says:
awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww.
why do you have to leave???

Pei Wen says:
its cause,

Rebecca says:
...

Pei Wen says:
i'm just devil, always devil.

Rebecca says:
___________
okay
.... ..... .......... ..............
we went from plant all the way to snore.CREDITS TO SAMANTHA TAN MAY YI.bye.

2009-05-26T06:02:00.000-07:00

Motto:When the world's coming to an end,I'm still at the beginning.The Alpha and Omega.The clash of the titans.
Shafiqa is BEGGING for a sincere apology.i shall then.let's begin.

sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry.

this is exactly 100 sorry(s) i've typed out.cut and paste isn't applicable.see.i'm not sure if you think it's sincere enough.i'm not typing for the sake of typing.i need to be forgiven.living in a bucket full of guilt is like a lamb eaten by a wolf.excruciating.shafiqa is an exemplar of someone really nice.sugar and spice does go well together.like two peas in a pod.haha.i guess eveyone's talking about shafiqa begum now.she's getting hot.soon,she'll make the headlines.by then,i'd be on the street selling newspapers."BUY ONE GET ONE FREE!"oooooooooooooooooooo...that sure feels nice.after a day of hardwork,indulgence steps in.a hot tub with chocolate fudge in it.it overflows.oh-so plush.anyway,i still think i am hated a dozen.what to do...this world was and will be forever nadir.i think for now,i'll just posts some jokes.they won't blow your mind but they'll do for the time being.

Stupid people awards

The Darwin Awards

The long awaited 1999 Darwin "Natural Selection" Awards have been released! These awards are given each year to bestow upon (the remains of) that individual, who through single-minded self-sacrifice, has done the most to remove undesirable elements from the human gene pool. Ladies And Gentlemen... (drum roll... and envelope please)... We proudly present the 1999 "Natural Selection" awards

5th runner-up: Goes to a San Anselmo, California man who died when he hit a lift tower at the Mammoth Mountain ski area while riding down the slope on a foam pad. The 22-year old David Hubal was pronounced dead at Central Mammoth Hospital. The accident occurred about 3 a.m., the Mono County Sheriff's Department said. Hubal and his friends apparently had hiked up a ski run called Stump Alley and undid some yellow foam protectors from lift towers, said Lt. Mike Donnelly of the Mammoth Lakes Police Department. The pads are used to protect skiers who might hit towers. The group apparently used the pads to slide down the ski slope and Hubal crashed into a tower. It has since been investigated and determined the tower he hit was the one with its pad removed.

4th Runner-up: Goes to Robert Puelo, 32, was apparently being disorderly in a St. Louis market. When the clerk threatened to call the police, Puelo grabbed a hot dog, shoved it into his mouth and walked out without paying. Police found him unconscious in front of the store. Paramedics removed the six-inch wiener from his throat where it had choked him to death.

3rd Runner-up: Goes to poacher Marino Malerba of Spain, who shot a stag standing above him on an overhanging rock and was killed instantly when it fell on him.

2nd Runner-up: "Man loses face at party". A man at a West Virginia party (probably related to the man in Arkansas who used a .22 bullet to replace the fuse in his pick-up truck) popped a blasting cap into his mouth and bit down, triggering an explosion that blew off his lips, teeth, and tongue.

Jerry Stromyer, 24, of Kincaid, bit the blasting cap as a prank during the party late Tuesday night, said Cpl. M.D. Payne. "Another man had it in an aquarium hooked to a battery and was trying to explode it", said Payne. "It wouldn't go off and this guy said I'll show you how to set it off.

"He put it into his mouth and bit down. It blew all his teeth out and his lips and tongue off", Payne said. Stromyer was listed in guarded condition Wednesday with extensive facial injuries, according to a spokesperson at Charleston Area Medical Division. "I just can't imagine anyone doing something like that" Payne said.

1st Runner-up: Doctors at Portland University Hospital said an Oregon man shot through the skull by a hunting arrow is lucky to be alive and will be released soon from the hospital. Tony Roberts, 25, lost his right eye last weekend during an initiation into a men's rafting club, Mountain Men Anonymous (probably known now as Stupid Mountain Men Anonymous) in Grant's Pass, Oregon.

A friend tried to shoot a beer can off his head, but the arrow entered Robert's right eye. Doctors said that had the arrow gone 1 millimeter to the left, a major blood vessel would have been cut and Roberts would have died instantly. Neurosurgeon Doctor Johnny Delashaw at the University Hospital in Portland said the arrow went through 8 to 10 inches of brain with the tip protruding at the rear of his skull, yet somehow managed to miss all major blood vessels. Delashaw also said that had Roberts tried to pull the arrow out on his own he surely would have killed himself. Roberts admitted afterwards he and his friends had been drinking that afternoon. Said Roberts, "I feel so dumb about this". No charges have been filed, but the Josephine County district attorney's office said the initiation stunt is unde investigation.

Now this year's winners:(The late) John Pernicky and his friend, (the late) Sal Hawkins, of the great state of Washington, decided to attend a local Metallica concert at the George Washington amphitheater. Having no tickets (but having had 18 beers between them), they thought it would be easy to "hop" over the nine foot fence and sneak into the show.

They pulled their pick-up truck over to the fence and the plan was for (the late) Mr. Pernicky, who was 100 pounds heavier than Mr. Hawkins) to hop the fence and then assist his friend over. Unfortunately for (the late) Mr. Pernicky, there was a 30 foot drop on the other side of the fence.

Having heaved himself over, he found himself crashing through a tree. His fall was abruptly halted (and broken, along with his arm, as it were) by a large branch that snagged him by his shorts. Dangling from the tree with a broken arm, he looked down and saw some bushes below him. (Possibly) figuring the bushes would break his fall, he removed his pocket knife and proceeded to cut away his shorts to free himself from the tree.

Finally free, (did I mention that he is THE LATE) Mr. Pernicky crashed into Holly bushes. The sharp leaves Scratched his ENTIRE body, without the protection of his shorts. To make matters worse (?!), on landing, his pocketknife penetrated his thigh 3 inches.

(The late) Mr. Hawkins, on seeing his friend in considerable pain and agony, decided to throw him a rope and pull him to safety by tying the rope to the pick-up truck and slowly driving away. However, in his drunken haste/state, he put the truck into reverse and crashed through the fence landing on his friend and killing him. Police arrived to find the crashed pick-up with its driver thrown 100 feet from the truck and dead at the scene from massive internal injuries.

Upon moving the truck, they found John under it, half-naked, scratches on his body, a knife in his thigh, and his shorts dangling from a tree branch 25 feet in the air.

Source:http://www.ahajokes.com/dum16.html

it's alright if you don't get it.i didn't get it the first time.so yar.equal footing.(:

2009-05-19T02:15:00.000-07:00

And then we all ran and screamed our hearts out.BUSTED.

2009-05-15T02:08:00.000-07:00

A Rainbow after a Rainfall.

Motto:It's just pretend.

hopefully so.nevermind.i just need to apologize so badly to many many many people.countless.i don't know how many people i've let down so far.it'll look really bad once i list them all out.seriously.i really don't know how to face them on monday when i step into school.hell breaks out.

1) GOD

2) Shafiqa

3) Jun Yu

4) MY DEAREST SQUADMATES(i may not be so dear to them anymore.)

5) MY FAMILY

6) myself

the first one is the hardest to deal with.He knows everything.He knows that i'm feeling really guilty now and want to dig a hole into the ground to bury myself in it.I NEED TO PRAY.EARNESTLY.

the second one is easier.but not so.she'll avaoid me for quite sometime.i'll muster enough courage to apologize to her...somehow.

the third one is harder than the second.she's...how you say...i don't know.i'm really lost for words...she leaves me muttering ALL THE TIME.even when i talk to her.everybody in the squad is nice to her.she's like this mighty pillar that can't be demolished.urgh!she once said that apologizing over and over again causes the anger and fury in a person to build up.so,i might as well keep my damned mouth shut and talk appropriately when the time comes.

the forth one is kind of hard as well.it's a big group you see.how to appease them?i have no idea.i'm really done for.

the fifth one is worse.their my closest kin.my blood and flesh.everything that belongs to them indirectly belongs to me.how?we're like inter-related/connected.WHAT TO DO????????????????????gah.

the last one is quite simple really.i just have to think positive.but it's really hard when practically everything around you is showing you cow dung.

at the moment,i think i'll just let things take their cause and see what the future holds.what can i do?i'm not some immortal creature that can turn back time.give me a hairdryer and i'll turn it into a frying slice with the clap of my two thumbs.

"But it is good for me to draw near to GOD: I have put my trust in the LORD GOD, that I may declare all thy works."

Psalm 73:28

2009-05-06T05:32:00.000-07:00

Motto:Hide and seek isn't just plainly a child's play.It's meant for the young at the young at heart.
I guess today improved a wee bit.the thoughts racing through my intense brain need to stop.i'm getting very cramped,literally.it's worse than metamorphasis.it streched over a time span of 2 whole months.my wings have been too dry and shrivelled up.too weak to learn to soar.flap my helpless tiny little pair of wings and plunge straight down to my death.i think it's been a term.gosh.this IS doom.my mom seems to be pushing her luck way too much.she's gone beyond the finish line.the line can only stetch this much.______________________________________________________________no further.it's about to snap.there goes her final break through.why don't you put yourself into my pair of shoes just for once.
IMAGINE.
a mom.
bursting out into a wave of frenzy.
just because you were accused and looked down upon from practically every angle at a single glance.
what did they see in me?i don't know.
i don't know where to call home now.
i'm a homeless dog.
a blowfly
or perhaps a stray cat.
they all mean the same.
no shelter above their unarmed bodies.
my dad's burried himself in his work from dawn to dusk
and hardly lifts his blank expressionless face off his desk.
he has become the ultimate workaholic.
it's like i'm living in a home where only silence made the descisions.
so precise.
it rumbles.
tumbles and then,
it mounts up
Crate Everst has been created.
oh gee.
how fascinating.
so intriguing.
i'd rather stay with my grandparents.I LOVE MY FAMILY.there's no love back.there's an invisible shield there to break the bonds.the reflection that shows the image hidden in the mirror.it's no longer virtual.it's reality.WAKE UP.
A FRAGLIE RED THREAD.
look how fluent.
how subtle.
so radiant.
COO-KOO.
it's nine already.
haha.i laugh.i dance.i sing.i read.i listen to dogs bark.
i'm not an intellectual.i don't interpret.ever wondered why mammals never spoke the same languages altogether?
EVER.
my sister's swaying her bimbotic hips to some wierd rhythm instead of studying.it's her CA week.WOW.look how she passes.i'd appear devastated,utterly astounded and lost for words, but in actual fact, a lot of things would roll out;like a machine gun firing killer bullets,if i'd just open my gap.i restrain.
BELIEVE ME.OH,IT'S A CHORE.

"Run,run as fast as you can.You can't catch me.I'm the gingerbreadman."

2009-05-05T08:09:00.000-07:00

Motto:The epitome of life.The celebration of ownership.The beauty through simplicity.
Sorry for not updating.I didn't fell like blogging.i've plunged down beyond the horizon.i need something to perk me up.so there.dead as a skimpy salmon.

"I don't make deals.I deal."

just going to post some lyrics.meaningless.oh,see,it's a dead end.

Somebody Out There

Sitting all alone in your room

Thinking that the world's let you down,

All you ever wanted to do is trust

Someone to always be around

You've had a lot of lessons to learn from,

Some of them hit you so hard

And I keep believing someday you'll see

You don't have to be alone

There's somebody out there, somebody somewhere

To show you the tenderness you need

Somebody to hold you

When worries control you

I'd give anything if only you knew it was me

I've been watching you go through

All of these things for a while

There's gotta be a way to bring you back

Cause it's worth it when you smile

Oh, it doesn't have to hurt you forever

It doesn't have to last too long

And, if you wonder where to turn to

I hope that you know

There's somebody out there, somebody somewhere

To show you the tenderness you need

Somebody to hold you

When worries control you

I'd give anything if only you knew it was me

I wanna be there when you're in need

I would never belong if you were waiting

When you're gonna see

If you could only see

There's somebody out there, somebody somewhere

To show you the tenderness you need

Somebody to hold you

When worries control you

I'd give anything if only you knew it was me

I'd give anything,

Anything at all I think it's time that you knew it was me

2009-04-16T03:28:00.000-07:00

Come on girl.SMILE.It hides all feelings.(:

Love the hair.

But anyway,I just want to wish you a VERY

HAPPY 14TH BIRTHDAY DARLING RABIATUL ADAWIYAH BTE

RAZALI!

I hope that you favoured my present.

GOD BLESS!

MUAKSSSSSSSSSSS...

2009-04-15T09:03:00.000-07:00

This is my long spam of not so recent and recent pictures.They speak a thousand words yet only mean one.(the sequence is bonkers.go figure.)

Captured.
Shaving is the new BLACK.

POOF!

How do you do?

A wave of his magic wand.Lightning strikes.

Boredom sure makes you soar high.

Slurp it all up.Left in a mess.

They said that when this happens,Heaven and earth have collided.The magical glow of a million flashlights.

Move in a little closer,take it to a whisper.

Jolene's so called "ARTISTIC" drawings of Himalays Monkeys.

Get burnt.Let the miniature flames begin.

It's oh-so comical.

Caution!Please BEWARE.

I see a rainbow wash over the pale blue sky.

The Confessions of a Chocoholic.

'Cos you're White and you're Black.

2009-04-14T02:30:00.000-07:00

As light as helium.

Motto:A Pocket Full of Sunshine.

heh heh heh.Rabiatul's DAY is in 2 days...

wwwwwwwwwwwwhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

ooooooooooooooottttttttttttttssssssssssss!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

"HAPPY BIRTHDAY IN ADVANCED RABIATUL ADAWIYAH BTE

RAZALI!"

okay.anyway.i think i just flung all my tests that i attempted today.apparently,the ____________ NERD presumes she did badly.on the contrary,(oops)she did IT again.i need to start devoting tons and tons more time to do some studying and revision.i need to know my priorities.gosh.my brain is shrinking as much as the world is.(:it's good to know that the people all around you are living closer to one another.haha.level of blood circulation=ZERO.this day has been an awfully cramped one.3 tests in a day is just too much.my brain can't switch from geography to chinese and finally to science so rapidly.but...SOME PEOPLE CAN DO IT!i demand for a brain transplant.it's so unfair.i'd rather two seperate worlds collide than anything else right now._____________ is going to do a list again.goodness,she's desperate.she wails out in utter exasperation,"...i don't care.i WANT to do the list..."her motive?

i do not dare reveal.my head would roll if i announce it.i wonder why she's so sensitive.hhhhhhhhhhhhmmmmmmmmmm.let's ponder for a while.

oh well,time can't wait for so long.so.let's just move on.i need to be pre-occupied with Red Cross matters again.it just doesn't seem right when i'm not involved and rushing about completing lists and stuff like that.i'm rebellious,i admit,but a have dignity that will not tarnish or falter.i can't wait for training this friday.i always can't.it's like a drug,my personalised brand of heroine that's ever so addictive.CCA has never been so gratifying to attend.(:i'm craving for marshmallows with hot chocolate fudge smeared on top.oooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo

oooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo...

the great obsession.i have to work on my home economics and then get back to mugging now.so.bye.

2009-04-09T18:59:00.000-07:00

Frantically Hilarious and amazingly touching.

Go watch to laugh your ass off but please don't shed tears.

(By the way,i watched it until about 2 a.m. in the wee hours of the MORNING.there weren't any seats available so my dad said that we could watch a late night movie at about 11.55 p.m.see,there's my dad's approval.)

2009-04-09T04:55:00.000-07:00

Jun Yu asked me to do this quiz.I obediently did it.so there.(:

IF SOMEONE SAYS 'ARE YOU OKAY'?

I'd go,"Yes.Yes,why not."

HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF?

To be frank,I think that I'm an attention seeker at times,especially when I'm feeling really left out when I'm with just about anybody nowadays.gosh.I'm being so honest with you people.

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?

I like their amusing sense of homour.it's a sign of optimism.GOODNESS is SHIOK.

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?

Like puking once more.

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?

To put a smile on everyone's faces and make them feel glad of their existence.obviously,my purpose in life is yet to be fulfilled.

WHAT'S YOUR MOTTO?

Never let anybody down.

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?

I don't know.I'm not psychic.

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?

I'm a naked mole rat.Totally shameless.):bleah.

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?

My Squadmates.O:

WHAT IS 2 + 2?

4...but I think it resembles a duck.haha.

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?

She makes my day.

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?

I live for CHRIST because HE is the only SAVIOUR.

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?

I told you.A RACER.just kidding.I think I want to be a Chef.Food is life.hehe.

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?

I don't know.I don't like anyone.you know,as in like LIKE.(:

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?

Any random dance-able song.I start dancing very easily.plus,it's my wedding day.I'd be feeling over the moon then.

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?

I have no preference to that.

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?

I love to RUN.it's sort of like my passion.I'm not really good at it though.):

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?

Losing my mind.I need a conscience.

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?

It's a SECRET.you just said it yourself.

WHAT DO YOU WANT RIGHT NOW?

I want to indulge myself with chocolate,but I'm forced to abstain from it.sobsobsob.

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?

I think I make friends with the wrong people at times.Most friends I make are really extra-ordinary though.(IN A GOOD WAY),especially MY SQUADMATES!!!!!!!!!!!

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?

The several questions that make me feel oh-so miniature?haha.A quiz that disects my pea-brain into half?hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha...I never thought about these questions before you see.NO OFFENCE,JUN YU(:

2009-04-09T02:45:00.000-07:00

Oh the honest screams of agony and distrust.i'm falling into a dilera again.totally demented and flushed.
Motto:You'll trigger a landslide,to kill off this common sense of mine.
OOOOOOoooooooooooooooooooooooooooo...the horrors of a dead dead DEAD blog.it's been 3 weeks since i've posted.so it's officially the first post for this month of A-pril.oh how i missed Cambodia.i didn't want the Secondary 4 Ma'ams to step down either.it makes life so much more miserable.bleah.this isn't the point OF THIS CERTAIN NOT SO ORDINARY POST though.just last Saturday,on that very fateful day,my phone got confiscated for a whole week just because i thought that my parents were getting seriously unreasonable and hypocritical.i almost died there and then.crying my lungs out didn't get me no where either.my dad just slapped my face HARD for doing so.i did not feel the pain though.it was probably because my lips were numb from shouting too much.haha.what an excuse.anyway,my lips started bleeding and eventually,they got damn swollen.it was bad.damned it.my lips didn't seem to hurt a bit.my soul and mind were two worlds living apart then.bonjela didn't help AT ALL.it just made my mouth taste the bitterness of blood.this reminds me of twilight.i'm telling you,blood is a bloody disgusting natural liquid to taste.it's worst than chinese medication.it's like a concoction of faeces and urine.gah.the next day didn't get any better.in fact,it was much worse.i vomitted twice after the two hour long chinese tuition.my mom and dad were apalled.WHAT A SURPRISE!those 'matured beings' with no emotions actually seemed to render help to the helpless.oh,how sweet of them.and so,the sarcastic story goes on...
let go into the details now.my vomit was yellow in colour.i think i vomitted due to indigestion.everything just came spilling out CONTINUOUSLY.the liquid was sour.gross.vomitting makes your day plunge right down into the pits for you.don't vomit.or at least try to refrain from vomitting unless you're telling me that it's your so-called natural instinct to do so.you're aneroxic then.(:it's final.i rested for 2 hours and then i got up feeling all queasy and super empty.my stomach never felt so dis-satisfied.tsktsktsk.i was suffering from the ultimate STARVATION then.but i couldn't eat because i felt sicker and weaker once i started nibbling on something.so i ended up practically slurping congee for the last meal of the day.i couldn't believe that i went to school the next day.oh hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha...................................................
how much stuppider can i get?haha.some would say "very" while some would just pretend that my question was the howling wind.haha.i want to make clouds.clouds seem sophisticated enough to mesmerize me.(:right now,making a cloud would doubtless impress me.it would be something miraculous enough to block the sun,cast a pall,rain soot,rain rain,and then cast a light shadow.in some scrawny moments,it seems like dying was the only easy way out.but dying does makes matters worse.it changes the future.the present tense and the past tense.english,my dear,does a great deal to modern minds.great minds do think alike after all.ahahahahahahahahahaha.
Rebecca grins at what she has just typed out.she yearns for tomorrow and moans about today.people always contradict themselves too much at times don't you think?many people around me are this way but they seem so unaware.i think i'm beginning to incipient hopelessness.it shouldn't be so.but it has already started.oh it's sad.really.i want to be a racer.it's nothing but an aspiration.see all those shiny ferraries?i want one.that's why i want to be a racer.i love speed.it isn't my thing though.it's just an apple of my eye.haha(:sometimes,when really awkward situations occur at the wrong time,i either know i ought to do something but i just don't get round to it,or i keep hammering away furiously at something i end up profoundly regretting later.i think i should stop blogging now.but i just want to sign off with a tiny pargraph saying:

"I LOVE YOU SQUAD 58.KEEP THE BONDS TIGHT EVEN THOUGH IT WAS ALREADY LONG BROKEN APART BY WHO KNOWS WHAT.SQUAD 58 HAS TRUCK LOADS OF POTENTIAL.AND NO,IT'S NOT SIMPLY A FIGURE OF SPEECH."

2009-03-20T00:58:00.000-07:00

523 votes for Arts

Festival!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

KEEP THOSE VOTES COMING IN!!!!!!!!!

WWWWWWWWWHHHHHHHHHHOOOOOOOOOOOO

PPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!

OH IT BRINGS FORTH LIGHT TO MY DARK DARK PAST...

2009-03-19T23:54:00.000-07:00

I see the Red Light glaring down at me.

Motto:Don't run away from what has already happened.Leave it be.All you can do is sit back and moan.
This certain extra-ordinary post is specially dedicated to Red Cross.
AS MOST PEOPLE MIGHT ALREADY KNOW,RED CROSS IS MY LIFE.I LOVE IT AS MUCH AS I LOVE THE WORLD.despite all the uncanny,uncalled or unbridled events that occured or have yet to take its course,i still cherish every single moment that i live up to during my 4 short years in Red Cross.i still feel so disappointed that camp has come to an end.i do miss home,but i miss being with TKGRCY more.much,much more.i can still hear the sharp piercing blow of the whistle thudding in my cramped mind.i miss shouting DAY I/C!i miss sprinting around the school campus at full speed to get the job done.gosh.i miss everyting in relation to Red Cross.Red Cross has officially conquered my pathetic low-life.i became a totally new person once i started out in Red Cross just last year.my soul was probably filled with more and more vigour in each passing second from that moment.i am awfully grateful for who i am now.I THANK GOD.MAY HIS WILL BE DONE AND MAY HIS KINGDOM COME.i now dread coming home.i wonder who the heck came up with the phrase"home,sweet home".it sounds so mushy.bleah.and it does not apply for me.it never will.i felt my face blush with frustration,shame,embarrassment and vexation.i broke down due to the many negative energies all stirred up in my troubled heart.i need turquoise.okay.these sentences are way too repulsive.eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeewwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww...moving on.let's just say,that
IF GIVEN THE CHANCE,I'D WILLINGLY GO ON MY BARE KNEES AND PLEAD FOR FORGIVENESS.A SINCERE APOLOGY MAYBE.I'LL GIVE IT A TRY.YES.SOMETHING LIKE THAT.i'm just not allowed to.i'm so sorry if i let anyone down in Red Cross.i'm so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so sorry for what i've done.I'VE GOT A SINGLE PROMOTION.i don't know how to feel like.satisfied?gratified?disorientated?displeasure?i don't know.it's confusion at it's highest limit.whoo hoo.gosh i really need to buck up.i need to study too.i can't tolerate my mom's naggings or rantings no longer.will i be able to cope with stress?why are there so many things to do.we should all just drop dead,stop whatever we're doing or whatsoever and sleep.that will forever remain as a false illusion.but right now,i've got to pick myself up and move on no matter what obstacles i face in the future.wish me luck.where's my cricket?

2009-03-15T02:11:00.000-07:00

Untimely Brilliant.

2009-03-11T08:24:00.000-07:00

HAD A BLAST.A ROLLER COASTER RIDE.GOING SLOW-

MOTION JUST FOR ONCE.NEVER EVER AGAIN.SO SCREWED

AND CRAPP-ISH.MUGGING.STRUGGLING WITH MATH AGAIN.I

NEED YOU,CHOCOLATE.THE LONG YEARN.THREE CHEERS

FOR FOOD.MANAGED TO ESCAPE THE GROTESQUE SNARES OF MY MOTHER.OH DEAR.TOMORROW IS JUST HALF AN HOUR AWAY.I'M CHASING THE LONG HAND.TOLD YOU FISH.YOU'D BETTER LISTEN HARD.LET'S GET HOOKED.AH HAHA.HAHA.HAHA.

2009-03-10T06:02:00.000-07:00

Motto:We don't have to try and then keep chasing the same lie.
colourful.striking.(:good pick Rebecca,good pick.i'm fcuking pissed at everyone today.ok.i shall rephrase and simplfy.i have been like this ever since week 8.week 5 was when things started taking its course;getting all jumbled up and piled up into a heap of confusion.something like a domino effect,(one failure would sooner or later lead to many other failures)if you have any aparrent idea of what the heck i'm trying to bring across.i just realized i can't dance.seriously.i just can't seem to be able to go with the FLOW.flexibility has finally found it's level zero.i can't dramatize as well.tried getting tips from the drama club members today at video world.they only suggested 2 things.
1)don't be nervous and do your part well.
2)put yourself in the characters shoes.
doesn't help much,don't you think?secondary ones.oooooooooooohhhhhhhhhh.i'm hyperventilating man.they're so jocose.urgh.everything is a joke.WOW.i think i'm going to start studying law and eventually become a jurist in the many long awaiting years to come.i'm only 14.gosh.i have no intention of becoming a lawyer.i don't possess the gift of the gap.i'll start off by stammering softly(evidence).my oral sucks man.i never liked talking that much.i'm kind of a black and white/pen and paper person.so yar.it's just not my forte.so,deal with it.the reason why i'm trying to come up with all sorts of irrelevent things in this post is to kill time.i still need to start working on my mathematics tuition homework.it helps a lot.it's a big life-saver.whoo.the dodo bird keeps on whinning about her life.i think i'm getting more and more splenetic with all the stress and stuff.homework isn't getting any better.it just adds on to the daily load and makes the burden harder to cope with.sleep is getting barely reach-able as well.i get an average of about 4 to 5 hours of sleep per day.the after effect:dozing off once in a while during lessons.i can't afford to do so anymore.so...i end up slapping myself and drinking water several times every period.it rejuvinates me.water provides oxyen to the brain.at least i think it does.i'm yawning like a cow mooing now.i'm back to my simple english yet again.i'll try to make it more_______________.does anyone here favour scraggy poeple?i don't.haha.it's just a random question.i wonder what happened to Mrs Khoo.she didn't turn up for two entire english lessons.many plausible answers are still currently available unless we get a confirmed reason.then,we shall let the matter rest.i shall just sit back and ponder on the possible and realistic reasons while i still can.science spelt boring.i don't deny the inevitable fact that i have a certain type of passion for science,but the teacher makes it seem as if science is such a hard subject to score in.it totally changes mindsets.she doesn't give a second thought and just shoots and fires her own specially customized revolver.lab lesson today was good and bloody broken.haha.so there.recently,i have been staying back after school to avoid spending...how you say...quality time with my family.my sister just wailed a few moments ago all because my dad wacked her back HARD without letting her speak her mind.(that smack left a pink hand print.so much force injected.)both parties need to purchase a guide book on how to be good parents and daughters respectively.oh well.i need to start burning the midnight oil again.i'll end off with a final reminder:THERE'S THAT E-LEARNING THING TOMORROW.oh,the rhapsody.

2009-03-03T02:51:00.000-08:00

JUST FOR YOUR INFORMATION,I DO NOT HATE OR BEAR ANY GRUDGE WITH ANYONE FROM RED CROSS,SEC 2E8,TANJONG KATONG GIRLS' SCHOOL,TRUE JESUS CHURCH OR MY NUMEROUS FAMILY.'SHE' WILL REMAIN UNKNOWN FOR AS LONG AS POSSIBLE.AS FAR AS I CAN REMEMBER,THE 'her' I USED IN ONE POST 'BOUT THE NDP THING REFERS to Ma'am Pamela.I salute to her man.haha.Squad Hormat Ke-hadapan Hormat!'CHECK UP,CHECK DOWN,CHECK UP,CHECK DOWN.'
:)

2009-03-02T04:22:00.000-08:00

Motto:READY!ON YOUR BUTTS!GET SET!BREAK WIND!

Left With Only Seconds.Grasp It With All Thy Might.

The Moment Of A Lifetime.Embrace It.

2009-02-28T07:05:00.000-08:00

I saw this huge converse shoe smacked in the centre of Junction 8 last year.It's a really old photograph...and a really rotton one.i snapped a shot of it at the wrong angle.should have taken one from the side of the sneaker so that it'll prove how gi-normous it is.it's longer than me.i'm short enough.it just makes me look more like an elf.dammit.
Motto:People have lips.Let them speak for all I care.People have ears.Let them hear.People have butts.Let them fart.
(vulgarities mentioned in this post have to be beared with.apologies.)
FCUK.things have been ever so screwed up.friday.WHOOPEE.how i wish friday didn't end with such a plaintive note.i still can't get over that withdrawal from the NDP selections test matter.gosh.i really want to apologize.so badly,i could cry yet again.sob.i wonder if it was obvious that i was going to cry when i handed the letter to her?Shafiqa said it was.i'm not sure though.not definite.i think Rabiatul said it was as well.that confirms it then.shit man.Rabiatul and I didn't want to withdraw from that selection test.our parents did.they forced us to do so because this year is the streaming year and all sorts of crap related to that topic.i'm sick and tired of listening.in actual fact,i don't even listen to a single word they utter.nothing they say gets into my head.once they start nagging,my whole system just switches off and then i resume staring into blank space.this sentence sounds spastic.haha.anyway,i've got this certain invisible push that's telling me to say,"Ma'am...............I'm.................SORRY Ma'am......."but,i can't.i don't know why.apologizing isn't a wrong thing to do right?
OR IS IT ILLEGAL?one massive question mark.i feel better now.i guess blogging helps calm my tensed up nerves.it feels like its all going to burst soon all at once and i'm going to start bleeding like a waterfall.my hair is getting frizzier by the day.i haven't got any white hair though.so...i'm not so stressed up yet.my brain is protesting uncontrollably against me.so are my eyes.i can't sleep.i've got shoes to sketch and paint.art.my art ain't that good.miraculously,i got an A1 for art last year.this year as well.the gladness aboundeth more.bloody secondary 1s.they make it seem as if the entire universe is revolving around them.gosh.I NEED TO PRAY MAN.GOD,PLEASE COMFORT AND GUIDE ME IN TIMES OF SORROW AND TROUBLE.oh,and i've just developed a new crave.IT'S CALLED BANANA SKIN.i want to slip it under her compressed feet ever so secretively and make her fall with a loud thud.heels over head.haha.she's just so devilish looking that i could agressively punch her in the mouth 24/7.she's getting fcuking ...........i shan't be so cruel no more.
"I have no words.My voice is in my sword:thou bloodier villain than terms can give thee out."
training didn't make me feel any better.i feel so ...so...disheartened.gosh.i wanna ride a filly out in the open field where only freedom and blissful silence exists.i need to sleep now.it's already 2 a.m. in the morning.my parents have sunk way too deep into their sleep to bother about me.oh well.a very good morning to all adolescents and good night to me.

2009-02-26T08:06:00.000-08:00

Damn it!Everything is ruined.I'm not going to be forgiven.I'm going to be hated for an eternity.I think I'm better off without any external help.I SUCK.NO!they suck...FAMILY MATTERS/AFFAIRS.
:(

2009-02-26T04:56:00.000-08:00

Sorry.No picture available today.using my dad's computer.mine ain't sane.
Motto:Unforgettable tragedies.Unbelievable tales.Irriplacable words.All of them lead to three things,and three things only,indestructable stories of life,death and misery.
I GOT HIGHEST FOR ENGLISH COMPOSITION!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!WHOOPEE...AGAIN.(i don't mean to boast)
I'M CRAVING FOR OREO AND SWEET CANDIES NOW.I'M GOING LOONY SOON.GONNA LOSE MY YOUTHFUL VAST MIND.i am,sadly,not eloquent.that's bad.i can't speak well.you can just ask a random nobody and they'll agree indefinitely.it should be able to prove it all.oh well,as much as i want to blog,i can't.i got to get on with my ironing if not i'll never be able to plonk myself on my super single bed and rest.sad.teeny-weeny wordS today.it's a stupid post.don't bother reading it.you'll die on the spot...probably due to a brain malfunction or an eye strain.so yar.damn it.
I WANNA WRING HER NECK 'TILL HER LAST BREATH.I DON'T CARE HOW.I'LL JUST BE AS SNEAKY AS A THIEF UNDER THE MOONLIGHT.HAHAHA.SHE SHALL JUST WAIT AND SEE.WATCH OUT.I'M OUT ON THE HUNT.YOU'RE WANTED.YOU'RE JUST ABOUT TO BE HELD CAPTIVE.MUAHAHAHA...my evil snare reappears once again.gosh.what the heck am i typing.i shall stop.so yar.bye.(:
PLANET SHAKERS CRAZE.I'M COMPLAINING.

2009-02-23T06:22:00.000-08:00

I WANT PLANET SHAKERS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i just don't get what i want.do I?

2009-02-18T05:24:00.000-08:00

Motto:Your eyes don't lie but your lips make up imaginative stories.
Let's just say today started off quite peacefully.no unwanted noise.just serenity and tranquility.aaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhh...RICOLA!!!!!!!i like that herbal sweet.it soothes my freaking sore throat.ok,anyway,today was pretty fine.it was just another ordinary day with ordinary,not-so-out-of-the-blue events happening.push ups were as per-normal...just that all my squadmates were still 'suffering' the aftermath of yesterday's massive destruction.to us,it was like this huge tornado lifting us off the ground.so yar.i kind of got over it and decided to bother about other much more important things in life(not that the _____i_____s aren't important)you see,i'm trying to be more optimistic now.even if there's recession and all these shit,bleah,looking on the bright side is always comforting.come on,let's all hop over to the side where the grass is greener.somehow,i feel more invigorated today.finally something positive.oh,yes.i also found out that my squadmates are usually pensive.i have no apparent idea or whatsoever.but,i really don't mind.'cos i'm often deep in thoughts too.i have a mind of my own too ok.hahaha.
LESSONS FOR THE DAY
English:a little awkward.i noticed gorilla hair.no pointing fingers.
Oral Communications:fun.went down to the void deck to discuss Macbeth.sat on the swing.stupid role play.note to self=teachers are not stupid.
Literature:continued collecting cob-webs at the void deck.
Geography:slightly dull.wasn't awesome.it was yesterday.i guess.we probably lost the class spirit.boohoo.
Mother Tongue:paid attention to Mr. Yellow's class.he made us speak in mandrin for the entire lesson,if not we'll have to copy the lesson we were covering thrice.i think need to visit China again.my chinese...hope-LESS.argh!there is now officially a level ZERO.until now,i still wonder why they call this certain subject MOTHER TONGUE.i just don't seem to get it.ever since primary school.those were the days...
Music:FREE PERIOD.the almost perfect time to fling your school books into the air like you just don't give a damn.HOWEVER,the relief teacher was freaking strict.she scared the heck out of me.the ends of my hair would stand just by taking a short and quick glance at her.EEEEEKKKKK!!!!!!!!she told us to glue our butts to our respective seats and do SOMETHING.she said she didn't know what thing...just SOMETHING.so yar.she allowed group discussions so,naturally,the whole class was divided into 5 distinct groups.if you look down from the bird's eye view,we'll probably look like 5 seperate atoms and molecules.cool eh?haha.
WE WERE THEN DISMISSED AT 1.55P.M.NOT PUNCTUAL.but it's alright.i bear no grudges.
went to SAC to have lunch with Shafiqa,the Begum,Yeo Su Wen and The Mighty Teng Teng.Jun Yu didn't join us 'cos Kwang Su Wen asked her to accompany her to cut her hair.so yar.sad.Eliza had remedial and Rabiatul wanted to go home early and rest.Yeo Su Wen went home immediately after her lunch.Teng Teng left for counceling at 2.30p.m.the remainders=Shafiqa Begum and I.we had this so called 'study session' at SAC from 2.30p.m.(when Teng Teng left)'til approximately 3.45p.m.i practiced Mathematics while she revised Geography.then,we started making a fool out of ourselves(Teng Teng was also included).so yar.we looked absurd.we shall refrain from committing such mistakes again.O:my mom called at about 4.25p.m. reminding me to 'kindly' proceed to the foyer.that marked the end of my school day.went home and played with my neighbour's rabbit for a few minutes and then went home to have a warm,indulging bathe.looked through my math once more and practiced my lines for the presentation on the Cambodia Trip tomorrow during Lower Secondary assembly.now,i'm blogging.so yar.mom's knocking on my door.telling me to turn in.so yar.bye.

2009-02-17T05:47:00.000-08:00

Making the bus their own HAVEN.I really salute them.Squad Hormat Ke-Hapdapan Hormat.(:
Motto:Move on,go on and let go.
short post.seriously.by the way,i realise i'm only using a few pathetic pre-school words all over again and again.i really need to expand my vocabulary man.i'm nothing compared to William Shakespeare.30 000 words in his vocabulary man.GOSH.i wonder how huge his vast mind is?????????
Saturday ROCKED.
got what we deserved.EAST DISTIRCT CHAMPION.TOP 12.MA'AM PAMELA GOT THE BEST COMMANDER AWARD.good for her.she's got a strong diaphragm.celebrated with squadmates over a simple dinner.went super high for the first time this year.Good start.i hope.
Sunday SUCKED.
got a damn time consuming tongue-lashing from my parents once more.WHAT'S NEW?the day just brooded on like that.nothing out of the ordinary occured.stayed at home the whole time.WHAT A DULL DAY.oh so grey.
Monday SUCKED MORE.
got twice the scoldings from my parents.they need to lighten up man.i think they need a brain transplant of some sort from other nicer more understanding and amiable parents.the ordinary school day dragged on like a tortise running a marathon followed by a two hour long mathematics tuition(still ok).as usual,squadmates managed put a small grin on my expressionless face.
Today SUCKED THE WORST.
firstly,the day started off extremely horridly.when i just got out of bed,i got a nagging from my parents(again...and i'm really sick of repeating it over and over again)i couldn't stand it no more.i got another YELLING from my dad in the car on the way to school.urgh!they're practically planning on a schme to drive me up the wall like some mad dog barking frantically for its food...or maybe even worse.i'll probably lose my mind and go bonkers.so,once i got out of the car,i broke down.LITERALLY.i could feel myself boil inside.like i had an 'internal fever'.i held back my tears when i reached the push up area.did not want squadmates to suspect a thing.they could somehow tell from the pale look imprinted on my face.then,my mom called.i did not pick up.went to the canteen and called back.guess what?!she called me for another 15 minutes of nagging.WOW!how come i didn't see that crashing my way.aaaaaaaaahhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!so,i broke down the second time.i've been to heavily pressured.sad.squadmates came to consloe me.THANK YOU SQUADMATES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!LOVE THEM LIKE I LOVE MY ETERNAL SOUL.I LOVE GOD.OK.but that's just being random.because of this,i went late for push ups.i really feel like apologizing to the Ma'ams.unfortunately,we're not allowed to do so.sobsobsob.i guess WE were innocently misunderstood.
WE HATE HER .A BABOON RESTING IN A NEST.IT'S JUST NOT RIGHT.
after school,there was another crying session.HER FAULT.______i______s are geting on my very last IRRITABLE nerve.i feel like screaming my lungs out and venting my unbearable fury at someone or something now.
I BROKE MY OWN WORLD RECORD ON 17/02/09.CRIED THRICE IN A DAY.WEPT LIKE I NEVER WEPT BEFORE.LOOKED LIKE A DUPLICATE OF A GARGOYLE.
oh well,that's it.DEMORALIZING AND UPSETTING.i need to rest my drooping eyes now.i feel as if 10kg weights have been hung onto my eyelids.SHIT.i feel dead again.goodnight universe.

2009-02-05T01:31:00.000-08:00

Motto:Just let it all fade away into the dark sands of time.
Halo.this is officially the first post for the month.i'm currently in the library blogging.haha:).gonna do it short and quick.i've gotta go home soon.it's already almost 6 p.m.damn,it's late.i don't wanna get ham tammed and scoldings from my mom.update on RED CROSS STUFF.well,all's been almost well...so far.i have no apparent idea what's gonna happen in the days and months to come.i still think my footdrill still sucks like crazy.BY THE WAY,I'M GOING TO MALAYSIA TO VISIT MY 80 YEAR OLD PATERNAL GRANDMA TOMORROW AFTER SCHOOL!I WON'T BE GOING FOR TRAINING.THAT'S SERIOUSLY SAD.BBBBBBBBBBBBBOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHOOOOOOOOOOOOO.I'M GOING TO BE AT THE LOSING END.SAD.and then there's no training for the whole of next week!nnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnooooooooooo...oh yah!our juniors arecoming to RED CROSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!WHOO HOO!i wonder what they'll be like.i hope their pleasant people.but,i think i'm gonna die of the ultimate depression and then sink deeper and deeper into the dark,spooky valley of...(i shall leave you all in suspense,makes this certain post more entertaining.haha.)my english still sucks like crazy.in fact,i don't even think i'll be able to pass a simple comprehension.the number 1 solution:PRAY TO GOD!THE BEST,MAN!okies.anyway,i think really i need to go now.i'm just kind of happy the tests FOR THE WEEK are finally over.I STILL HAVE TESTS THE FOLLOWING WEEK.i think i suck at tests and exams.i think i'll either fail or scrape a pass.i shall just wait with dying dreams and misty goals that i cannot reach.i shall leave the rest to GOD in Heaven.HE is THE ALMIGHTY and the most important thing in my tragic life.so yar.i think i really need to go now,even if i have loads to say,but can't find the guts and words to speak.so yar.bye.i'll update whenever i'm free.

2009-01-26T18:28:00.000-08:00

Motto:I need someone to love me,hold me and keep me.
hello!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i'm here to update the damn dead.i guess it's the only time that i actually have spare time to blog.so it'll probably be a super short one.probably.ah!!!!!!!!!so many things to say,yet,so little time.oh yar.by the way,HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR EVERYONE!GOD BLESS!wait a minute,i hear the sounds of a lion dance.haha.(randomness strikes once more)probably some richo family went to call for a the lion dancers to come.i guess it brings good luck.oh well.i'll be needing a lot of it this year.sad life man.sad.you see the picture of the marshmallows and the tiny barbeque pit at the top?yup.we had a barbeque in church a few weeks ago.i missed it so much.haha.i mean,we only have barbeques once in a blue moon right?so yar.i must learn to treasure it.shit lah!my typing really sucks like crazy.i need to practice typing more.i type like a toddler.or maybe even worse.oooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo...the best thing is that i've developed a new hobby...it seems kind of weird,but yar,i did anyway.it's...................................FOOTDRILL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!haha.i have no idea why i've suddenly become so obssed about footdrill.haha.but...i still suck at it like crazy.makes no sense right?i know.i have long figured out that there was something wrong with me.so yar.i'm not abnormal or whatsoever.i'm just...well,not so ME.donno why.i'm transforming.haha.reminds me of The Transformers.haha.i didn't watch that show though.my 5 year old cousin did.good life man.he's coming over today to have steamboat for lunch.he was so thrilled man.he kept on YELLING this to me yesterday non-stop:"EH!ANN ANN!I'M GOING TO YOUR HOUSE TOMORROW!REALLY!YYYYYYYYYYYYAAAAAAAAAAAAAYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!"
yay me.i'm not really helping out to prepare the steamboat though.i'm slacking here blogging.i think my parents still think i'm sleeping.haha.man,i need a life.i need to go back to my old self.now,i think i'm a real introvert.i wonder if my parents will allow me to go and watch the Bridal Wars with Lavelle Lee Wen Ning.see,her big name's on my blog.Lavelle,you should be honoured.oh yar.she's me relative too.i've got a big BIG family.really.about 100++ family members from my mom's side and 40++ from my dad's side.i'm not sure if i mentioned this on my blog before.but,whatever.so altogether,it's about 140++.simple calculation.if you got it wrong,i'll be speechless 'cos i can't find no words to speak.haha.secondary 2 work seems to be more chim...chimology wreeks.especially mathematics.i'm beginning to suck at it again.Miss Loi,i really need your help man.i'm a dead soul.so far,this year has turned out ok.i shall just wait and see for the later days to come.oh yes.this year,i need a birthday bash.i mean seriously.'cos my brithday has always been celebrated either in the hospital(due to my sister's illness),in my grandmother's house('cos i just so happen to have the same birthday as my 1+ year old cousin)or at so-so restaurant,not those high class ones at orchard road or suntec you know.as you can see,i've always been celebrating my birthday with my family.no friends.sad right.i know.what can i do.fake a smile on my birthday?well,that's awfully pathetic.gosh.i really need to get a life man.i guess i've said enough.time to see my resolutions for this OX year.
1)Study harder
2)Get better,much better grades(aiming for top 5 this year;got top 10 last year)
3)Be a better Red Crosser
4)Improve my typing.
5)Learn a new language proper
6)Create a closer relationship with GOD.
so yar.that's about it so far.i can't think of anything else.oh shit.i need to log off.my stupid sister's gonna tell my mom that i'm blogging.stupid asshole.big mouth.i hope one day i can get the permission from my parents to tape her mouth forever.that way,my life would be much easier to live up to.i guess i have to stop blabbering now.thanks to my sister.i can't curse her.no matter how badly i want to.i'll get cursed back.so yar.sad.bye for now.

2008-12-18T05:09:00.000-08:00

BLUE and

CHIKU!

Motto:I can only please one person each day.Today is not your day.

whoo hoo...i guess today was kind of a bomb.haha.really.i had quite a good time.i think it's because of the enrichment activity i attended today.lalalalalalala.haha.good.erm.the best thing 'bout today was that the Secondary 3 Ma'ams were actually part of the 'audience'.haha...we were seperated into our respective groups.by the way,the whole enrichment activity was organized,conducted,planned and prepared by the Secondary 2 Ma'ams.ooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo...ok.my group's name is Blue.hehe.the Secondary 3 Ma'ams made the decision.so now you know why the sudden change of pictures-from friends to colours and exotic fruit.i think we were probably too shy to speak up then.we needed a little warming up.so yar.i can't believe i'm saying that i'm shy.'cos i'm not those type of introverts.haha.ok.my english is getting from bad to worse man.i badly need to brush it up man.sob.sob.sob.(bitterly)we had to overcome 3 stations in all.we came in first.yippee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!all thanks to the Ma'ams.haha.

these are my group members:

Ma'am Pamela

Ma'am Melina

Ma'am Ranice

Kwang Su Wen

this is our group's cheer:

I say it's Blue.

It's so hot in here.

I need some Blue in the atmosphere.

I say it's Blue.

It's so hot in here.

I need some Blue in the atmosphere.

OH-EE-OH-EE-OH!

Pour some ice on.

OH-EE-OH-EE-OH!

Pour some ice on.

BBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!

this is our group's clap:

Blue.Blue.Blue.Blue.

*clapclapclapclapclap*

Blue.Blue.Blue.Blue.

*clapclapclapclapclap*

Blue.Blue.Blue.Blue.

*clapclapclapclapclap*

BLUE!

this is our group's response:

OI!WHAT'S UP.WHAT'S UP.WHAT'S UP!

all the credit goes to the Ma'ams.goodie.

however,that is only the first part of the enrichment activity.oh yar.by then,I GOT DRENCHED FROM HEAD TO TOE during the course fo the water games.PFT!but,NEVER MIND.it's all in the name of fun.haha.think positive.the next part of the enrichment activity did not involve any water games.so yar.but my butt was still wet at that time.but,it alright.my other group's name is Chiku.i used to live at Chiku Road.so yar.it's just for your information.hehe.we played Dog and Bone.haha.i felt very pai seh.the Ma'ams said that that was not an appropriate time to feel shy.so yar.the worst thing was that i had to CEPAT JALAN,HENTAK AND THEN BERHENTI IN FRONT OF ALL THE MA'AMS.EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE...(singlish)ok.never mind.moving on.

these are my group members:

Ma'am Ranice

Ma'am Angie

Ma'am Jasline

Chng Pei Wen

Kwang Su Wen

Rabiatul Adawiyah Bte Razali

this is our group's cheer:

(Loud)

As we go BOOM Chiku.

As we go di-di-di-di-di-di-di-di BOOM Chiku.

(Louder)

As we go BOOM Chiku.

As we go di-di-di-di-di-di-di-di BOOM Chiku.

(Loudest)

AS WE GO BOOM CHIKU!

AS WE GO DI-DI-DI-DI-DI-DI-DI-DI BOOM CHIKU!

GGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO CHIKU!

once again,all the credit goes to the Ma'ams.

*for this part of the enrichment activity,no group clap and response was needed.so yar.

oh yah!we won for this round too!yeah!ok.

so as you can see,i really did enjoy myself today.haha.so yes.i think i'm going to end here 'cos it's kinda getting late.yep.see you when i'm free.

P.S.i'm thinking of changing my blogskin real soon.

BYE.

2008-12-16T23:57:00.000-08:00

Motto:Ready,set,don't go.
HI!imma updating the dead.i don't feel like blogging today.nice to meet u all again.DAMN SAD LAR 'COS TODAY MARKS THE LAST DAY OF THE FOOTDRILL COMPETITION 2009 PRACTICES ALREADY.BBBBBBBBBBBBBBOOOOOOOOOOOOOHHHHHHHHHHHHOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.i'm seriously sad.i'm tanned.WHOOTS.but i'm still a little fair.sad.haha.my footdrill...................................................................................................
one pathetic word.bleah.sad.sob.sob.sob.tomorrow,there's going to be an enrichment activity in school.sad.never mind.i shall be enthusiastically excited tomorrow.though,i'm a little drained of all my energy now.donno why.not to worry.it's not because of the footdrill practices,'cos if not,i'd faint by now.i've lost 1 kilogram...or is it 2?never mind.my sister's going to stay at my grandma's house today.haha.that means no more EXCESSIVE NOISE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!whoopee...not that i ain't gonna miss it.haha.i miss my chilli plant.i'm going to see it today.YEAH!haha.it's quite obvious that it's currently dwelling in my grandma's house.my chilli plant's got a damn good life man.haha.i miss cambodia and the people there a lot man.yeah man.especially the children there.pft!oh boy...the school holidays are almost over and done.sad.somehow,i can't upload the pics from the cambodia trip.donno why.my dad doesn't know the reason either.i'm lost.anyway,just to make this damn short post longer,i'll copy and paste lyrics of a song.let me think first...
*SPARK*thought of it.it's going to be...

FIVE LOAVES AND TWO FISHES BY CORRINE MAY.
A little boy of thirteen was on his way to school
He heard a crowd of people laughing and he went to take a look
Thousands were listening to the stories of one man
He spoke with such wisdom, even the kids could understand
The hours passed so quickly, the day turned into night
Everyone was hungry but there was no food in sight
The boy looked in his lunch box at the little that he had
He wasn't sure what good it'd do, there were thousands to be fed
But he saw the twinkling eyes of Jesus
The kindness in His smile
And the boy cried out
With the trust of a child
He said:"Take my five loaves and two fishes
Do with it as you will
I surrender
Take my fears and my inhibitions
All my burdens, my ambitions
You can use it all to feed them all."
I often think about that boy when I'm feeling small
And I worry that the work I do means nothing at all
But every single tear I cry is a diamond in His hands
And every door that slams in my face, I will offer up in prayer
So I'll give you every breath that I have
Oh Lord, you can work miracles
All that you need is my "Amen"
So take my five loaves and two fishes
Do with it as you will
I surrender
Take my fears and my inhibitions
All my burdens, my ambitions
You can use it all
I hope it's not too small
I trust in you
I trust in you
So take my five loaves and two fishes
Do with it as you will
I surrender
Take my fears and my inhibitions
All my burdens, my ambitions
You can use it all
No gift is too small

very touching eh?haha.i love it man.i think i shall stop blogging now.so yar.toodles.enjoy the song!

2008-12-09T02:14:00.000-08:00

Motto:Rolled up into a small ball and cowering at a tiny corner of my eye.
Boo.hello.hehe.good day.haha.not really.i'm just pretty hyper right now.haha.Amanda Chin should be here now man.haha.just now,i was dancing around like a mad woman/loonatic.then,after that,i realised that i had a blister ON MY FOOT but i still continued to dance.once i start dancing,i can't stop.haha.i don't know how i'm going to do footdrill tomorrow.i'll probably just have to endure the pain then.haha.i can't even walk properly right now.i'm limping.boo hoo.ok.you see,i am still quite hyper.HOWEVER,you can't put the blame on me.sorry,but you can't put the blame on me.but you can't put the blame on me.but you can't put the blame on me.haha.don't ask my why.haha.i'm damn lame right now lah.ignore that.haha.i can't stop IT man,i really can't.haha.i donno what to blog 'bout and my parents are coming home soon.SO I HAVE TO STOP USING MY DAD'S COMPUTER TO BLOG ONCE THEY'RE HOME.IF NOT,I'LL BE AS DEAD AS A ROTTING FISH MAN.YEAH MAN.haha.i need to bathe SOON.REAL SOON.i stink man.i really do.oh yes i do.my GREATEST ACCOMPLISHMENT for today is that i finally managed to carry a puppy WITHOUT my parents' consent.WHOOPIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!HAHA.somehow,i think this post kind of looks like a kids storybook.haha.but,whatever.currently,i'm still hyper.bear with me for a while.if you're here next to me,you'll probably go bonkers,i mean it in a literal way.hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha.i seriously think i got to go bathe now.if not,my mom is going to have to start nagging at me AGAIN.PFT!it's so hard being a 13 year old teenager man.oh yes,it's hard.oh well,we've got to accept our"Teenagers' Fate".i don't believe in destinies and fate though.i'm just typing it for fun.haha.i really got to bathe now.i think my parents are going to come home sooner or later.so yar.BYE!
P.S.i'm still hyper.haha.smiles all the way.haha.
sorry,there's still no picture available 'cos it's my dad's computer.so yar.sad.SO SORRY.i hope you'll all understand.

2008-12-06T22:52:00.000-08:00

Motto:Though peace and purity named the day,somewhere beyond the golden horizon lay a dark kept secret hell.
BLOODY DEAD.
sry.no picture available today.i did not update for a ssssssssssssssssssssssssuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu
ppppppppppppppppppppppppppeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeerrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr long time.sad.computer broke down.this is my dad's computer.short post today.scared of my dad.eeeeeeeeeeee.......so far,everything was not so fine.many things have happened and passed.i just attended my sister's teacher's ROM(Registration Of Marriage) today.the food was GOOD...my sister was asked to perform with her friend.haha.i wore a BLACK dress so that i would not get noticed.don't laugh.it's my third time.haha.i'm going to watch BOLT later at 9.45p.m.yay.it's the only positive thing 'bout today.the rest of the things are just...indescribable.BTW,MY FOOTDRILL STILL SUCKS LIKE CRAZY.THE BAD THING IS THAT I HAVE NO IDEA WHY IT'S STILL SO SUCK-ISH.URGH.LIFE IS UNFAIR MAN.yeah man.
anyway,MA'AM ALISA,THANK YOU FOR YOUR TAG AND ENCOURAGEMENT MA'AM.MA'AM,IT HELPED ALOT MA'AM.THANK YOU MA'AM.
i think i've got to go now.my snobby stuck up sister needs to use the computer for NUTS.urgh.i KINDA hate her like crazy.OH WELL.i'll try to post whenever i can.bye.

2008-11-10T06:26:00.000-08:00

Motto:You'll always be a part of me,a part of me indefinitely.

update.sorry.my deepest apologies.ok.enough formalities.you see that picture up there.it's a picture of my sister and i when i was just 'bout 6 yrs old.haha.my sister was 3.F.Y.I,she's 3 years younger than me but yet,she tries to act all big and fierce.haha.too bad.she can't do it.i was really FAT lastime.donno how i slimed down.my body is weird.i didn't even do vigorous exercises everyday.weird.ok.this is how my weight changed.it's damn tremendous.seriously.

Primary 1 : 25kg

Primary 2 : 30kg

Primary 3 : 40kg

Primary 4 : 48kg

Primary 5 : 54kg

Primary 6 : 50kg

Secondary 1: 47kg(my official weight)

freakingly weird right?my body mass just fell so drastically.donno why leh.my mom was afraid that i had some disease that burned up all my fats at a super fast rate.my dad was comforting me.my sister was jealous.haha.'cos by then,she gained a lot of weight like crazy.no offence.even though she's still sick and all.sad.i won't expose her weight to all of you.she'll kill me,like she did many years back.oh and yes,i do keep track of my sister's and my weight constantly.really.however.......................I'M DEFINITELY NOT WEIGHT CONSCIENCE.NONONONONONONONONONONONONONONONONONONONONONONONONONONO. ok,back to my story.she hit my head with a steel frying pan.surprisingly,i didn't yell back at her,pass out,take revenge on the spot or even cry.i just sat there acting totally normal and sane.then,during dinner on that fateful and painful day,i told my parents 'bout IT.i guess i was just being crafty and smart at the same time.cool.haha.my sister got a good spanking.at least,my parents said so.donno if it's true or not.i think it isn't.haha.no offence to my parents.not that i don't trust them.'cos my sister's kind of their most precious treasure.so yar.damn it.it's downright unfair.urgh.hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha.*crampcrampcrampcrampcramp*.

seriously.no kidding.trust me,i'm showing you my super straight face right now.BOO.ok,nvm.i think this post is mostly 'bout my past and all.so yar.like it or hate it,just read it.so yeah.oh yes!from now on,i'm going to start shouting and screaming my lungs out at my new stuffed teddy bear daily.my dad gave that bear to me as a gift.it costs him S$20.haha.it looks kind of cute.it's freaking fluffy.haha.ok.i seem like a kid again.ah,those were the days...oh well.i'm going to snap back to reality......NOW!good.very good.deliciously good?haha.ok.oh yah.i almost forgot.MY FOOTDRILL STILL SUCKS BADLY.NO MATTER WHAT.I'M A LOSER AT FOOTDRILL MAN.I THINK IF WE DON'T GET TOP 3 NEXT YEAR,IT'S GOING TO BE ALL MY FAULT.I'M SSSSSSSSSSSSSSOOOOOOOOOOOOO SORRY FOR THAT.(if it actually happens)anyway.I STILL SUCK LIKE 'WHOO HOO'...AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHH...donno who or what to vent my anger on.BETWEEN SATU AND DUA.I THINK I STILL PREFER SATU.haha.i have a bad feeling that i got to go now.i can hear foot steps...oooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo...so yar.bye.

2008-11-05T06:01:00.000-08:00

It's my register number.So yar.Very coincidental.

Motto:Doors slamming.Precious fragile photos tearing and falling apart.I guess I'm becoming one as well;broken and torn and taterred.

i'm going to cut the long story short ok?ok.it's been a heck of a day.a bloody damned day.MY FOOTDRILL OFFICIALLY SUCKS LIKE CRAZY.i know i'm trying my very best.but,somehow,it doesn't show at all.i think i'm THE WORST secondary 1 cadet in Red Cross.i think i seriously let the ma'ams down.there's nothing i can do 'bout it.sad.if i could,i'd be apologizing non-stop to the ma'ams at every single second.trust me.my breath won't be wasted away.donno why i'm suddenly becoming so weird.so bleah.i think i've got nervous break downs.sad.urgh!i can't stand my life anymore.i think i'm some weird outer space creature/monster that doesn't exist on Earth.i think i was plonked from some unknown planet.'cos i'm a seriously dumb ass.i can't even do the simplest of things properly.

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!i think i'm just going to scream like i just don't give a damn anymore.shall i?................................................*silence is consent.good.goo.very good.simply marvelous.*haha.my footdrill still sucks.SO THERE.even if you try to console or comfort me,it will definitely not work.so don't bother to waste your breath like i do with mine.however,your efforts and words will forever be remembered.i tend to remember these type of things ever since i was young.donno why.you see.that's yet another weird thing i usually do.aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!

by the way,i'm not suffering from total distress or depression.so,don't try to act all professional and all and suggest bringing me to see a good and experienced councellor.'cos there's no way you're going to drag me there.i think i'm just going to end this post with a poem or something.

All My Great Excuses

by Kenn Nesbitt

I started on my homework,

But my pen ran out of ink.

My hamster ate my homework.

My computer’s on the blink.
I tripped and dropped my homework in the soup my mom was cooking.

My brother flushed it down the toilet when I wasn’t looking.
My mother ran my homework through the washer and the dryer.

An airplane crashed into our house.

My homework caught on fire.
Tornadoes blew my notes away.

Volcanoes rocked our town.

My books were taken hostage by an evil killer clown.
Some aliens abducted me.

I had a shark attack.

A pirate swiped my homework and refused to give it back.
I worked on these excuses so darned long my teacher said,

“I think you’ll find it’s easier to do the work instead.”

somehow,i kind of like this certain poem.it's short and sweet.my mom always says that over and over and again and again.she doesn't get sick of it at all.weird.so yar.i'll sign off now.bye.

2008-11-04T05:18:00.000-08:00

Motto:We sing.We dance.We need to use the loo urgently.
it's been 4 days since i updated.my feet,arms,and practically my whole body is gosh-damn sore right now.i don't blame it on the footdrill practices.we're supposed to feel sore,aren't we?ma'ams said so.if not,we're not doing the footdrill right.am i right or am i right?but,anyways,still,it's very,very,very uncomfortable.i don't think i have been working out often nowadays.sad.'cos my mom persistantly drags me to shopping malls that i don't want to go to.i think i'm more of a stay home alone and stone kid.i don't really favour going out,eating out and shopping that much anymore.it's quite boring if you do it too often.though,one can never say that SHE hates shopping.it's a totally impossible thing.nothing like this will ever happen,and has never ever never happened in history.a girl is ought to like shopping once in a while right?unless she's a freaking HOMO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRR
RRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG
HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeewwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!NO WAY MAN!NO.anyway,i think i'm going to make a good housewife.so bleah.donno why.just thought i could.i can do chores pretty well,you know.HAHA.don't worry,it's out of my own accord.it's the school holidays mah.my mom's got to have a helper at hand right?if not,i bet she'll probably already go bonkers by now.my sister can't help out with the house work.'cos;
1)she's not physically fit.
2)she's lazy.
3)she's a disgusting,smart,clean freak.
{take note of the 3rd point.muahahaha.}
my dad's busy at work.so,he can't be much of help either.no offence to him.
haven't started packing for the church camp or the cambodia trip yet.still planning my super long schedule for the holidays.urgh.i don't even think the school holidays are actually school hoildays.it should be home schooling days.,without feeling that stressed and tensed up.wwwwwwwwwwwwwwhhhhhhhhhhhhhhyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy must it be this way?wwwwwwwwwwwhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhyyyyyyyyyyyyyy???????????????????????????????nvm.moving on.my dad says i have to start playing the piano again.donno why.he says that it's for some weird therapy thing.he said something like this,"ANN,it's for your OWN GOOD.it will definitely help your brain work much better TOGETHER.you better do it ah.don't try to defy me!!!!!!!!!"i felt like passing out on the spot.he says that it's to enable the right brain to function well TOGETHER with the left brain.HE ALWAYS EMPHASISES ON THE WORD TOGETHER.sad.i've got to cut out newspaper articles daily as well.dad said so.i don't wanna tell you why.bet you don't wanna hear my long story all over again either.but,i still do what my dad 'orders'me to do.CAN'T DEFY HIM.so there.the...i mean...MY holidays are dull.i wonder who the heck came up with this stupid word 'HOLIDAYS'.it does not even mean what it's supposed to mean.damn stupid.not that guy,it's the damn word.there's footdrill practice tomorrow.i hope there's still mango juice left at 7-11 after practice.last week there wasn't any left.not a single bottle.BBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO...SOB.SOB.SOB.
so,i ended up buying a regular-sized slurpee.no,i did not have a brain freeze.it wasn't cold anyway.the cashier at 7-11 is effing rude man.she's got a lot of attitude problem.she said wanted to chase us out if we did not get out in 15 minutes just because she could not get home before 6p.m. to have her dinner.urgh!i can't stand these type of people.so yar.i don't seem to be able to get the new drills right NO MATTER HOW HARD I TRY.i can't stand it anymore!!!!!!!!!!!!!my world is caving in.haha.nah.but,i still SERIOUSLY SUCK AT FOOTDRILL THOUGH.i think the ma'ams know that too.SAD.DEPRESSING.I BURRY MY HEAVY HEAD IN GREAT DISMAY.nvm.my mom seems to be super kia-su 'bout every single thing nowadays.everything also must take precaution.especially when going overseas.but,anyway,thanks mom.in some way or another,i kind of appreciate that.donno what else to blog 'bout.hhhhhhhhhhhhhmmmmmmmmmmmm...oh yah!i finished 2 bottles of mango juice after the very 1st footdrill practice in 10 mins.WHOOTS FOR ME!damn cool.haha.the mango juice is damn nice lah.really.SERIOUSLY.got nata de coco.ah,the bliss.that's the best part 'bout the drink.don't feel like blogging anymore for now.so yar.this post is mostly crapp.i'm crapping loads of stuff.should cut the crapp and get on with the serious stuff.donno what to type.i'm a girl of little words.haha.no lah.nonsense.completely out of the question.but yar.so yar.erm...toodles.

2008-10-31T01:11:00.000-07:00

Motto:I don't know where to go.What's the right thing.I want my own way.It's so bad I want to SCREAM.

Last few Pictures from Hong Kong.Enjoy.Sorry 'bout the messy sequence again.

2008-10-30T06:12:00.000-07:00

Motto:If my heart breaks,it's going to hurt so bad.
MORE Pictures from the Hong kong Trip
Sorry 'bout the untidy sequence.really sorry.post more pics tomorrow ok?ok.

2008-10-29T06:18:00.000-07:00

Motto:Walk on.Enjoy the everyday morning breezes.Lead a carefree and happy-go-lucky life.Wouldn't it be so much better?

Erm,good evening?i had footdrill practice today.fun.i guess.i must try my best to optimistic.my footdrill sucks really bad though.donno y i got selected.no offence to the ma'ams.THANK YOU MA'AMS!hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha.non-stop laughter.once i start,i can't stop.i must learn to be much much more contented with the things i'm blessed with right now.sometimes,they're just blessings in diguise.you don't even know they existed.so...yeah?learnt new drills today.i don't remember some of them being included in the Footdrill Bronze Syllabus.so yar.but,it's ok.especially excecuting ke-kenan and ke-kiri pusing while marching.it's kind of hard to master.anyway,i still find it super hard to excecute.i guess i'll just have to keep on practicing.oh yes,and this is a note to all my squadmates who did not get accepted for the 2009 Footdrill Competition auditions.this note is specially for SHAFIQA BEGUM.so,here it goes.

erm.i'm horrible at scripts and all.so yar.just going to be really informal.i hope not though.if you din get selected for the auditions,it's still not the end of the world right?unless you're telling me that the next minute from now,you're going to commit suicide.i wouldn't want that to happen just because of this matter.i know Yeo Su Wen's a smart ass at everything.hey,she beat me overall ok...i guess so.i din se her report book.just guessing.80%,yes.20%,no.Shafiqa Begum,I'M NOT BEING COMPETITIVE NOW!IT'S NOT THE RIGHT TIME TO BE COMPETITIVE.i hope you all know that this 'not being selected to auditions'thing is really just something that has already long happened and passed.it's just like a passsing phase.you might probably be thinking now,'Rebecca's already selected what!so whatever she says,either she does not mean it or has not felt that kind of feeling before.(sickos,don't think sick.)'but obviously no.i felt like that before.i mean,who hasn't?so yar.CHEER UP PLEASE?IT'S MY BIGGEST WISH FOR THE YEAR.OH YES!ANOTHER OF MY WISHES YET TO BE FULFILLED IS THAT OUR SQUAD NEEDS TO BE MUCH MUCH MORE BONDED.PRETTY PLEASE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!I'M BEGGING ALL OF YOU.I'M EVEN ON MY KNEES!WE'RE FALLING APART.PLEASE NO.so yar,i hopeyou'll all understand.had dinner at this super cramped place.donno why.
Disadvantage:the restaurant's way too small.

Advantage :the food they sell is freaking shiok man!

i ate spaghettii.yummy.good food they have there.it's at east point.NOW,FOR THE BEST PART OF THE DAY!I FINALLY BOUGHT THE HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL THREE ALBUM!WHOOTS FOR ME!i bought it for the sake of the songs ok.it's got nothing to do with the damn show.so yar.the show was so-so.but the songs were...simply...i'm speechless.can't find the words to say.indescribable,maybe?anyway,i've got to turn in this instant.if not,my mom's going to ham tam me-for sure.

2008-10-27T17:12:00.000-07:00

A breathtaking view from the cable car.We had to sit it just to get to the other side of the Theme Park.It was a long ride.Really.

A gigantic sculptureof a roll of Film.(taken from Hong Kong's very own Avenue of Stars,something like the one in HollyWood.)So there.

Lucy with Snoopy.Took this tiled image of them in the washroom of the restaurant we were dining at.haha.Quite cute.I think they're playing Softball.Lucy's the Pitcher.

LUCY!(from Snoopy)

The name of the restaurant that is in the hotel.The real name of the hotel is 2 Macdonnell Road,without the Coffee Shop.

Motto:Some things are just so near;they could be right next to you,but yet,they still seem so far away.
Sorry for not posting for the past 5 days alr.so yar.i apologize for that.you should know the reasons.so yar.i won't elaborate on it anymore.this will be a very,super-duper short post 'cos i'm kinda running out of time.i'm going for squad outing todae.tomorrow.....footdrill practice FOR THREE WHOLE HOURS!!!!!!!!!GOING TO DIE MAN.good luck for me.i need as much luck as i can get.i will pray hard to GOD.so yar.i'll just post some pictures right now.going to post the pictures i took in Hong Kong during the June Holidays.Long time ago eh.it was fun.enjoyed it very much.the toilets there were squeaky clean.seriously.so yar.it's not dirty.the country's clean and green.WHOO HOO.
(refer to the top again.sorry.donno how to post them at the bottom.)not all the pictures of Hong Kong are posted.show you all of them in the next post.so yar.TA TA FOR NOW!

2008-10-22T02:13:00.000-07:00

Motto:Listen.Can you hear the sound of the wild crowd cheering for you off in the distance?
WHOO HOO.school resumes.as usual.nothing much exciting happened today.so yar.it'll just be a short and a brief post.i think that our school is too opened 'bout our academic results,that's all.(NO OFFENCE)i went to Gong Shan Primary school with 9 other school mates to publisize Tanjong Katong Girls' School and Red Cross.missed out on a lot of stuff happening in school.sad.only 1 parent appraoched me to ask 'bout Red Cross.so upsetting.damn it lah!their school's hall has air-conditioners.shit lah.primary school somemore.WAH LAU EH!ok,nvm.the worst part is that their school compound is donno how many times bigger than my 2 previous primary schools!wat the heck rite?so yar.jealousy has been written all over my spastic face then and now.urgh.i just can't stand it.it's simply not fair.
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrggggggggggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!
anyway,the whole thing ended 15 mins after the school ended.sad.we have been publisising our school from 9a.m. to 1p.m.,with a 1/2 hour break in between.my mouth is tired of talking too much.i admit that i was kinda high just now in the hall at Gong Shan Primary school.donno why.i kept on laughing non-stop 'till my stomach cramped.all my fault.haha.i'm such a stupid,dumb ass.don't you think?i think so though.you should agree with me on these kind of things.haha.tried a bowl of 70 cents mee rebus from a noodle stall.quite nice...but,i still think the food in our schoool's canteen taste even better.really.oooooooooooooooooooooooohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...their pandan cake there is really shoik man!damn nice.taste almost the same as the ones in Bengawan Solo.it's a name of a cake shop.they sell other peranakan stuff too,i think.urgh.just go try the finger food from that shop okay.it's awesome.talked to Shafiqa Begam and Yeo Su Wen while they lunched.they updated me on wat happened in school so far.F.Y.I.,Shafiqa Begam loves our school's canteen's hash browns.so,now you know wat kind of food to buy for this girl.got tired of waiting for Chok Teng Teng so i went home alone.BTW,I'M NOT A LONER!!!!!!!!!!!took bus 43.saw Alyssa(sorry,i don't know how to spell her name),Lynette,Colette,Siti and Jessica and her friend on the bus.bought 2 sotongs on stick again and took bus 5 home.i think if i keep on snacking on Old Chang Ki's(i don't take note of the shop's name,seriously)deep fried sotongs,not only will i become severely over-weight,i will also become more stupid as well.urgh!but it's nice though.go try.don't get hooked to it.just like me.i don't think i have anything else to say.so yar.try to post tomorrow again,if possible.bye.

2008-10-21T00:48:00.000-07:00

I wanted to post this pic on the day i watched it but i had no time to post.so yar.it's kinda really outdated already.sorry.btw,if you haven't watched this show,remember to persuade your parents to let you catch it.i think it's still on.it rocks like crazy.trust me.

Motto:You're trying so hard to pursue your own dreams but when you're finally thrown back down onto the ugly face of reality,you ought to give your dreams a check.

good thing there's no school today,'cos then i'd probably wouldn't have time to go consult a doctor.literally.i needed to do so 'cos of the Cambodia trip thingy.so yar.luckily i need not take the tentanus jab 'cos i took it last year in august already,a month before PSLE.my whole arm was numb the day after the jab.no worries.the jab is not painful at all.(to me)my friends say i'm literally thick skin.donno y.i think it's because when people hit me.i don't retreat or show any sign of pain,even when it's gosh-damn bloody freaking painful.so yar.i think i'm stupid and weird.something's wrong with me.something wrong somewhere.gah.my mom thinks i speak in mono-tone.no expressions.so yar.she hates my way of talking.SO WHAT.it doesn't make me someone of a lower grade.does it?however,my mom still made a huge fuss 'bout it.urgh.i hate it when she does that.nag.nag.nag.nag.nag.nag.nag.nag.nag.nag...fortunately,the doctor i consulted this morning did seem to not mind my tone of speaking.he seemed like a nice father.he has 2 sons(according to a family portrait i saw hanging loosely on one of his cupboard's handles).i lost 1 kg.i'm currently 47kg and 163 cm tall.i was previously 48kg and 163cm tall.so there.the calculations are all done for you.don't need to use all your intelligent brain juices to figure it out.i seriously need to lose more weight.too fat.the docter said that i am above the average height of the girls at my age and am lighter than the avearage weight of the girls at my age.i think the doctor lied to me.haha.nah.doctors can't lie,unless they wanna kill someone.but it rarely happens.i just donno to believe him or not.still,i want and need to lose more weight.so bleah.FOR YOUR INFORMATION,MY BODY IS NOT INPROPORTIONATE.lunched at macau express at EXPO.their cheese baked rice is damn shiok lah.but,eighteen chefs is still better.much much better.so yar.if you can,go and try the cheese baked rice at eighteen chefs.it's situated at east point.your money won't just go down the drain like that.believe me.it's damn shiok.donno how they do it.I DON'T NOE LOTS OF STUFF,UNLIKE SHAFIQA BEGUM...knowledgable ass.haha.sent my sister for her math tuition after that 'cos she has math exams the day after next.she's still slacking.my mom said she studies depending on her damn mood.she has MOOD SWINGS.therefore,you seldom see her burying herself in her school books.she's yet another smart ass.donno why i'm the total opposite of her.urgh.life is sssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssooooooooooooooooooooooooooo unfair.urgh.i hate it.yuck.had our dinner at parkway 'cos my mom had to buy some things that could only be found there.if i'm not wrong,that's wat she said.i don't have super amazing memory okay...unlike some people...came back,washed up and watched TV all the way until 10.30p.m.i just had to watch the final episode of THE NOOSE.damn funny lah.(to me)most people just don't seem to see the humour in it.hai...was tired so i turned in.duh!all of a suddden,i simply feel so numb today.can't find the stupid reason behind it.tell you more 'bout tomorrow in the later post.

P.S.i wasn't able to finish blogging 'cos i had to pick my sister from tuition,so i continued later on.sorry for the major inconvenience.

2008-10-20T01:15:00.000-07:00

Motto:Leave it all behind,but,take me with you.
hi.todae started off extremely awkwardly.don't ask me y.everything seemed to just come and go.it was like a blur whirl of events that took place and no one actually cared and weren't aware 'bout it.everyone was just minding their own business and heck cared.so yar.don't u agree it seems really weird?anyway,push-ups were as per-normal.yeo su wen said she screwed up her singing auditions.kwang su wen said she screwed up her footdrill auditions.bleah.yeo su wen's tears were going to flow down her cheeks soon.but yar.i guess she tried her best to not show it and held it back.she wanted to be brave for once.smart girl.unlike me.kwang su wen,on the other hand,just laughed it off.hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha.she was giggling when she told us she did some things wrongly.donno if its true.i think i suck in footdrill.really.NO PERFECT BANGS.NO 90 DEGREES...at least i think so.i can't salute well.urgh!i feel like banging my head against the damn wall.how far can i fall????????????????????the ma'ams scolded us after push-ups.very frightening.i was really taken aback.we really need to buck up.desperately.ok.nvm.crapped a lot when there was free periods.the only period that wasn't free was the 1st period,literature.i guess our class's literature isn't so good.oh well.what can i say.after all,we're SEC 1E8.but,our class rocks ok!!!!!!!!!!!!!!read the sequel to the 1st book of the diary of a wimpy kid during 2 of the free periods.he's not wimpy.just super unlucky,that's all.during recess,shafiqa begum and i were the 1st ones to reach kitchen 1.haha.we came down immediately after the bell rang mah.the stupidest thing 'bout today's recess was that we spent the whole of it buying fishes to support the CIP work for the Cambodia trip.let me emphasise again:THE WHOLE RECESS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!we went to plead and beg practically everyone we knew and everyone we saw just to ask them to help out and support.our pleading and begging turned out damn successful though.currently,our whole squad has a fish.cool rite?bet ur jealous.nah.some of our classmates didn't dare to buy it themselves so we enthusiastically helped them buy it.low jun yu was SUPER HESITANT and shy 'bout buying a cute yet pathetic fish.NO OFFENCE TO THE PERSON WHO CREATED THE FISH.I'M EVER SO SORRY.OH YES I AM.shafiqa begum was the one who forked out the most amt of $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$ to buy the fish and support the whole event.she really is TOO nice.must learn to appreciate these type of friends.DO NOT LOSE THEM.'COS U'LL CONFIRM REGRET IT FOR LIFE.as far as i can remember,shafiqa begum spent her entire savings for the previous week just to buy thoses fishes and support.look at wat extent she can go just to support this event.that's y i try to make her happy ALL THE TIME.trust me,u do not want to see her pulling a long face.the after effect is indescribable.she's like a dominent volcano ready to erupt ANY SECOND.SO YAR.these are the list of people i need to thank:
1)Shafiqa Begum,for paying $10 just for buying all the 10 different types of fishes for the whole squad and begging others to buy them together with me as well.
2)Desiree Seeto,for buying 1 fish and asking others like lynette and shi shi to buy the fish and contribute to the funds.
ONCE AGAIN,THANK YOU FOR UR KIND DEEDS.i really hope it is and willl be truly appreciated.i bought 2 fishes by the way.i pinned them onto my pencil case.haha.i think now,i'm broke.i'm left with a pathetic sum of 10 cents.so is shafiqa begum.sad. severl final year papers were returned to us.eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee...i wouldn't want to see them ever again.urgh!so bleah.i suck.talked and talked all the way until the last bell rang.did sick bay duty with the shafiqa begum.couldn't find any sec 2 Ma'ams by 1.15p.m.so yar.but in the end,we found them after we almost finished the sick bay duty.no offence.SO SORRY.shafiqa begum's so silent nowadays.donno wat's wrong with her.hhhhhhhhhhhhhmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm...think,think,think.must talk more ok?nvm.took bus 76 to paya lebar mrt.thanks lynette,for telling me that there are so many other buses leading to that mrt station.i'm obviously oblivious to my surroundings,as usual.oh yes,and i do trust you lynette.haha.bought 2 sotong sticks from old chang ki.(if that's how you spell it...my spelling sucks like crazy)took bus 5 home.so yar.whoa.i've got so many more people to thank today.must be an auspicious day.haha.just kidding.ok.that's it.now,i'm gonna change my blogskin.so yar.signing off.

2008-10-18T20:27:00.000-07:00

Motto:Love's not a competition,but I just won.
sorry for not updating for a very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very extra-ordinary llllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllooooooooooooooooooonnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnggggggggggggggggggg time.reasons are:
1)i'm lazy.
2)my mom is at home and so,she does not even allow me to go online.stupid.not her.it's me.
3)no time.i know that it's a 'not acceptable' reason,but yar,just accept it.
so yah.i think i'm a damned loser.beyond compare.yes.damn.it's freaking true.i'm stressed out now.even after the exams.donno why the heck people hate me so much.am i such a @%$#^&?ok,anyway,now,i currently have 27 PARAMORE songs.i think i'm head over heels for them.haha.WHOOTS for PARAMORE.THANK YOU FOR ROCKING MY LOW LIFE.i feel dead.dead.dead.dead.F.y.I.,i'm not emo-ing.haven't been doing much these days,APART FROM RED CROSS STUFF and school work...i guess.donno if i'll get selected for the auditions or not.90% NO.10% YES.SO,THERE.MY END YEAR RESULTS SUCK LIKE HECK.this evidently proves that i'm a stupid dumb ass hole.urgh.there goes my damned days of mugging over my school books and assesments.on the bright side,i acheived an A2* for english though and got the highest in class for compo.haha.so bleah.i'm dead.gosh.my parents din scold me.they just gave me a never-ending lecture though.i don't remember me listening.haha.wat goes in must come out.that's wat the digestive system does.haha.to me,the digestive system is the most important system in me.hah.u don need n don wanna know y.i've got to go for lunch now.donno y i'm having lunch so early.so yar.bye.so long.farewell.and finally,goodbye.

2008-10-12T04:14:00.000-07:00

Motto:There's a girl,who sits under the bleachers,just another day eating alone.Though she smiles,there is something she's hiding,but she can't find a way to relate.
this post will be really short.it's just a sad lonely post.life hasn't been going too well for me.i feel like i've just been thrown in the dumps.i think i'm seriously damned these days.i am just beginning to have a really bad reputation with man-kind.donno y.i guess it's just me.i've got problems.let me state some:
1)i'm getting really sick.running a bad and horrible flu that doesn't seem to go off.i think lavelle passed her sickness to me.contagious you noe.btw,my spelling sucks,so i hope u don't mind.urgh.pay back time.haha.nvm.i still hold you blameless.this is wat i should be saying to the flu bug that keeps on bugging me.'shoo,i don't need you to be in my body.'ok.so yar.i don't think u needed to know that.
2)i think my f.y.e results r not going to be good.sad.donno y.got this BAD feeling that it's going to be really heart-aching,'cos i studied really hard for it.SERIOUSLY.
3)i think i'm gonna be DEAD MEAT when i get back to red-cross.wat's more,i'm the I/C!plus,i think i've really let the ma'ams down.made them have a red mark on me n made them down right furious.i think my dear squaddies should noe y.if i could,i'd apologize to the ma'ams. these are only some of the many reasons.so you see y my motto for todae is so.the 3rd reason is wat's really making me itch all over-not literally.
ON THE BRIGHT SIDE,I'M GOING TO CATCH A MOVIE THAT I WAS DYING TO WATCH,TOMORROW!U SHOULD NOE WAT MOVIE I'M REFERRING TO,RITE?OK,ANYWAYS,I'LL BE GOING TO WATCH IT WITH ILYA,ASHLEY,SAMANTHA AND JANE.cheryl couldn't make it.sad.real sad.hope she's not to sad over this matter.cheryl,please don't balme ur parents,or ur family.WE'RE GOING SHOPPING AFTER THAT.SOUNDS FUN.i hope.erm,don't wanna blog anymore.my fingers r getting exremely lazy.donno y.no mood to go online?most probably.shall post a really dumb dialoge i favour.ok?ok.here goes.

by P o e t i c JUNKIE

Carlton: "What's that disease that turns your skin yellow?"
Karyssa: "Hepatitis?"
Carlton: "No,no, it's not that, it's something else...it has to do with liver cancer or something."
Karyssa: "Liver Cancer?"
Carlton: "NOOOOOO it's not that,dangit!"
Karyssa: "Would you like me to look it up for you?"
Carlton: "Yes, this is killing me!"
Karyssa: *types in, symptom of yellow skin* "Babe, it says liver cancer or hepatitis. Those are the only thing that turns your skin yellow, and also your eyes."
Carlton: "Na, it's not that. I'm telling you."
Karyssa: *scrolls down* "Jaundice?"
Carlton: "YESSSSS!!!oh my gosh!THAT'S IT!"
Karyssa: "Ugh, babe, that's not a disease. That's a symptom of Liver Cancer."
Carlton: "Oh."
this short dialoge is kinda stupid right.yes,i know.haha.i'm gonna watch a show now.blog again if i'm free,or if i feel like it.so yar.

2008-10-09T04:36:00.000-07:00

See the words MAMMA MIA?I wanna watch that show(btw,the real pic of the movie was too tiny).

Motto:Your weakness is my strength.

sry for not updating for the past few days.lazy mah.my sis got discharged.whoots for her.back to her original self once more.she's happy.i guess.got to try bring much more joy to her extremely painful life.sad.she's very brave though.she's been admitted to hospitals ever since she was just born.yes,she has the longest,most amazing history of asthma.she had gastritis as well.her stomach had huge red lumps.eeeeeeeewwwwwwwwwwwww.gross rite.it's painful too.very painful.trust me/her,it hurts loads.she din even cry once."don lie lah.u must be joking"is probably what's lingering on your naive minds rite now.but no.it's true.she was only in primary 1 then.she's smart/intelligent too.lols.she hardly even touches her school or assesment books and still gets the highest in class.imagine if she starts working frigging hard,she'll probably the best in the nation.smart ass/alec.the total opposite of pathetic me.so bleah.life sucks just the damn way it is.1 word:horrible.i din go to the wrong bus stop again.i went to the rite one.yesterday,i stupidly went to the wrong bus stop opposite the rite one and ended up at tiong baru.urgh!refer below for the conversation between me n the bus aunty,and yes,the bus driver was a female.

me:excuse me,does this bus lead to upp.changi road east?

bus aunty:huh?NO!NO!NO!u take wrong bus alr.supposed to go to the opposite bus stop and take bus 5.

me:huh?!oh...*speechless*

bus aunty:come girl,i drop u at the next bus stop then u cross over,ok?cross road must be careful ah.

me:oh,ok.thank you,thank you.

[i'm very grateful to the bus aunty,or else,i'd never be able to return to my home,sweet,home.]

how stupid and lame is that!this proves that i'm an official dumass and a 'no-brainer'.my mom uses that word on me whenever i do dumb things in front of her,which is,often.*blushes in guilt*haha.the class makeover was messy.had to multi-task.was very,very busy.painted walls,drew a gramophone on the wall at the back of the class then painted it and drew head phones below the white board.the class was damn noisy lah!so much chaos EVERYWHERE.no organisation.but nvm.some people had to stay back to finish the job.yes,we din finish it on tym.so rush.the tym given was definitely too short.should have given us the whole day to finish it.but,it was partly our fault as well 'cos we were too ambitious,i guess.couldn't stay back 'cos at that tym,my sis was still at the hospital's pharmacy,prescribing her medication.i am forbidden to stay back for just about anything if my sis or anyone in my family of 4 is sick or in hospital.sad.SRY 1/8! Returned home and slacked.obviously.went to east point for dinner.ate economic rice.bought breakfast then went home.shortALL YOUR FAULT JUN YU!call me so late then i had to end up scanning the 5-day list to the ma'ams.ggggggggggggrrrrrrrrrrrr........i have a bad feeling that i'll be in super dead meat.*sob,sob*my dad got mad at me for irritating him while he was loading the scanner.i was so frustrated and scared that i even cowered at a corner(really)and kept mumbling to myself 'bout getting ham tamed lah!i'm damn scared,even rite now.don blame me.couldn't sleep last nite.kept thinking of what the ma'ams would do to me.aaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!i think i think too much.i'm going insane.but still,aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!so yar.erm,i got to go now.need to change my bed sheets.sry.blog again later.

2008-10-07T01:35:00.000-07:00

Motto:Dance 'till your feet can't feel the ground beneath you.

hi.todae kicked off with a movie.THE 10 COMMANDMENTS.quite a nice show.i'm getting to know more 'bout GOD.GOD already knows me too well.that's 1 thing i noe about GOD.i noe other things 'bout HIM as well ok(that's for sure).don underestimate me.haha.ate tau sa piah for breakfast.finished the last bit of milk.i was and still am alone at home.my dad's at work.my mom and sis are at the hospital.mom's taking care of sis.sad.no one to talk to at home.no more excessive noise as well.i can oni hear the sounds of the wind,the loud and droaning traffic outside and my typing.urgh.so bleah.i'm beggining to miss my family loads.HAHA.seems lyk i'm suffering from total despair rite?NO WAY,MAN.the movie lasted for a whole 3 n 1/2 hours.whoa.can't believe i could actually glue myself to the sofa and not feel tired of watching the show!sssssssssssssssssssssoooooooooooooooo cccccccccccccccccccccoooooooooooooooooooooooolllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!made cup noodles for myself to slurp down while watching the movie.I DID NOT SPILL MY FOOD ALL OVER THE PLACE.then i went on9.i'm still on9 now btw.chatting with Tessa and blogging at the same tym.see,i can multi-task.so pro,so pro.haha.FINALLY COMPLETED THE SANA BADGE PROJECT!WHOOTS!toade is the last day for submission.this is my greatest achievement for the day.haha.got nothing else to achieve mah.not my fault.i sound awfully childish.urgh!this,i mind.gonna see my sis again,tonite.she changed her ward.now,she's resting in a single ward.so cool.the entire room to herself.the air-conditioner there is freezing cold.(btw,i've been in her new ward before.)i think the temperature in the room should be 16 degrees celcius.bbbbbbbbbbbrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.so cold.it brings shivers down my spine...going to changi airport-terminal 3 tom.whoopeeeeeeeeeeee.some math trail.from 7.40 all the way to 1.00 in the afternoon.so yar.i think i've got nothing else to say.said a lot of things alr.yeah.donno wat i'm having for dinner.eating with mom n dad.my sis is stuck in the hospital.she's forbidden to leave the level where her ward is.it's true ok.it's on level 8,the highest level.update again tom.kinda tired of blogging alr.my sore fingers are tiring me out.typing is crappish.ok.nvm.so yar.i'll be taking my leave,NOW.

2008-10-06T02:33:00.000-07:00

Motto:Laugh like you've never laughed before.They say it's the best medicine.

got great news...

THE

DAMN

EXAMS

ARE

FINALLY

OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVV

EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

WHOOTS!

these r my post exam plans:

slack

relax

enjoy

life the way I want it to be.

so egoistical.heck.lols.exams were not as tough as they were suppposed to be.i guess.(DO NOT EXPECT GOOD GRADES FROM SUCH A DUMBASS LYK ME.)i just watched the king and i.not that interesting after all.todae was practically plain boring.gonna die of bordom.nothing to do.can't find things to do.aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.scream 'till ur lungs pop out.ok.but nvm.at least it's better than mugging over ur books,or studying freaking hard.the exam period was the tym away from all civilizations.haha.kinda wanna study again.feel lyk it.i think i'm going crazy any second.my sister's oxygen level is amazingly low.sad.she seems much deppressed nowadays.not as cheery and as happy-go-lucky as before.must pray for her ah?i suddenly see someone in black walking out from nowhere.i think SHE just came back from some shopping mall.she lives in my row(of houses).seems like a very deep person...she's listening to her Ipod.i'm stalking her from my window.shaf,ur rite,i got nothing else better to do in life.lol.ate bak kut teh for dinner.not so nice.the soup was deli though.DONNO Y THAT SHOP HAS SUCH GOOD BUSINESS.SO WEIRD.THEIR FOOD ISN'T THAT NICE AND THE SHOP IS FILTHY(no offence).forgot wat else i did alr.sry.gonna start on my next post.so yar.so sry.my memory a little sok sok alr.short term memory loss.i'm becoming DORY NO.2.the blue fish from nemo.haha.the show is cute kay!nvm.erm...bb.for now.btw,i'm gonna post again.

2008-09-27T08:01:00.000-07:00

1 more cake.donno who's.my apologies.
more cake.forgot who's group made this 1.
the weirdest-looking cakes.
prize giving ceremony for the cake thing.it was a competition.our group came in last.haha.laugh it off.
let's eat springy spaggetti.

stretch...stretch...i can't do it lah!(we were playing wacko.ice-breaking session.)
whoots to lavelle lee wen ning!
the'castle'my group came up with.creative eh?
lets paint.trust me.it's damn fun.
the cake our group made.

Motto:There's nothing that I can't do.

feelling bored.so yar.i'll be posting reali old pics that have been lingering in my com for the longest tym.so yar.i think it's dated since last year.okies.so here goes.don laugh.lavelle,pls don get embarrassed.'cos i'll be too.lols.look up for the pics.thnks n sry for the inconvenience caused.btw,these pics r from my church camp.

2008-09-19T00:09:00.000-07:00

Motto:There's a fine line between coincidence and fate.
long tym no post.i said that i would oni post once a week rite?but from now on,i'm oni posting after my damn exams,which are 4 DAYS AWAY!damn stress luh.sad.it's the best damn thing that my eyes have ever seen.haha.ok,erm,this will be a short post 'cos it's just to inform u all that i won be posting for a long tym until the 7th of october.sad rite.no choice.i'm mugging on my books now.EVERY SINGLE SECOND.FELL LYK DYING ON THE SPOT.REALI.ok nvm.oh yah,i just noticed that i have internal conflicts within my damn irritating body.urgh.i keep letting out unneccessary gas for no apparent reason.damn weird.from my mouth n my butt.eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeewwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww...but it's damn rite true.ok,then,i also ...have...i can't recall....hhhhhhhhhhhhhmmmmmmmmmmm.let me ponder on it for a while...think.think.think.i changed my pencil case,washed the toilet,sang for seniors day,bought a new notebook,one for my mom too....aaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!brain jam....too many thoughts at one tym.urgh!nvm.oh yahyahyah!my sweat glands have malfunctioned as well.i play frisbee under the hot,blazing sun but yet i juz don sweat.i mean,my body din even feel moist or anithing!every1 else was sweating lyk mad dogs but i juz could not sweat!SO BLEAH!WAT TYPE OF NONSENSE IS THIS!so during recess,which was the period after P.E.,i started getting angry n couldn't stop jumping about n shouting that i couldn't sweat.all the people around me were staring at me but HECK.ieven did that in the toilet while i was changing into my blouse.*guiltguiltguilt-nvm.*I JUST CAN'T GET OVER THE DAMN FACT THAT I DIN EVEN SWEAT A SINGLE DROP DURING P.E.!EVEN SHAF-SHE DIN TAKE P.E.-fasting mah,N WAS PLAYING WITH A TENNIS BALL INSTEAD,WAS SWEATING!aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!I'M SO MAD!furious man.huh!ok.nvm.my body is wierd.can't wait to go to cambadia.haha.damn thrilled.ok,i think i won't blog too much.don wanna fail my fyes....my life is all 'bout study.oh yes,it's true.btw,i juz found out that i seriously am an introvert.how stupid.nvm.curse.curse.curse.haha.lol.my art sucks.UNLYK SOME PEOPLE....OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO...*wink,wink*haha.
I
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HAHAHAHAHAHA.n there's nothing,absotuely nothing,u can do 'bout it.muahahahahahahahahahaha.i'm updating my uber-dead blog.IT'LL BE DEAD FROM TOM ONWARDS,SO DON COME N VISIT IT UNLESS U WANNA WATSE UR TYM N LIFE AWAY 'COS U'LL ONI SEE A NEW POST ON THE 7TH OF OCTOBER!...wait how many tyms have i been emphasising on this matter...hhhhhhhhhhhmmmmmmmmmmmmmm...nvm...don bother to go count.i'm high.not now.juz now.'cos my foot got stuck in my sis's roller chair n i stared hoping around 'till it my leg was free.in actual fact,i could have juz increased the height of the chair n not have to go through the pain,suffering n agony,but knowing my level of e.q n i.q.i din.hahahaha.lame lah.ok nvm.wat is done is done.it cannot be undone.haha.lalalalala.tralalalalatralala.hohoho.hehehe.heyheyhey.gaygaygay.haha.it's dumb.ok.i think i'll s.t.o.p. here.i've crapped enough.ok.signing off.'till we meet again on the 7TH OF OCTOBER!here i go again.haha.................*fade off-outro-song structure*1-word stupidity.....once more,lol:D.

2008-09-05T18:10:00.000-07:00

Motto:I'm a loser nobody wants to care 'bout.
sry for not posting for a lllllllllllllllllllllllllllloooooooooooooooooooonnnnnnnnnnnngggggggggggggggggg tym.damn busy.din even go on9.so yar.i hope u understand.FROM NOW ONWARDS.I'M GONNA POST ONI ONCE A WEEK OR WEN I'M FREE,'COS I DON REALLY HAVE THE TYM TO POST NOWADAYS.SO YAR.SRY.todae started off gloomy,REALI.eliza made it gloomy.all ur fault lah.haha.i was actualli quite high spirited at 1st but it soon faded away.how sad...oh yar,shafiqa,nxt tym,don scare me lyk that.u scared me out of my wits 3rice todae.u ah...leave me speechless.btw,me n shaf finally made up n I'M DONE with a group of frens.i'm not gonna say hu they r or wat they're called or their respective names.I RESPECT THEIR PRIVACY N THIER PERSONAL FEELINGS.ok,enuff of my blabbering.todae was an exceptionally long day.did a lot of things.rushed here n there n everywhere.din go push-up area in the morning.whole squad din feel lyk it.except shafiqa,e.c.t.i bet u noe hu they r.sat outside eliza poh yu xin's class... literally.her frens gave weird glares.wanted to slap them.seriously.talked 'bout everything under the sun,moon,skies n the stars.haha.teng teng was complaining...i guess.so was eliza.jun yu was rushing through her H/W!she din finish it yesterday.tsk tsk tsk.rabia so kind.go help her do.good tutor,rabia.yeo su wen was toking to kwang su wen n every1 else.shaf was silently looking at yu yu do her H/W n rabia patiently educating her.i was crapping a lot to every1.so fun.haha.i was lyk the most enthu person this morning.every1 was just plain DEAD.saddists.haha.i think that's exactly wat i do best.haha.the rest of the squad wasn't there.nxt tym must follow,ok?assembly passed fast.did a test paper during math.it was 'do-able'.not too tough.went through the ans for the last paper we did yesterday.did experiment during sci.shaf was acting cool.not good shaf.don do that EVER again.oh yes,don try to imitate sam n compete with me,'cos u'll never win.muahahahahahahahahahahahaha.i almost burnt myself.stupid bunsen burner.ouch,man.it hurts real bad.shaf was laffing lyk some total loonatic.damn mean.ur dear fren is suffering n u still can laff rite?!we did this experiment in the sci lab 'bout radiation.i thot it was damn cool.the whole wire guaze thingy turned HOT RED.haha.helped with AV stuff during lit.somehow,the comp couldn't access to the internet.damn weird.i freaked out.janice kept her cool n went to find mr colin but came back to class with no1.but aniway,i fixed it even b4 she returned,ALL BY MYSELF.damn pro rite.i noe.SEE THE POWER OF MY PRONESS.haha.i sound freaking egoistic.am i ?bleah.heck.recessssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss!went recess with the squad.damn u lah,eliza.we(shaf n i)waited for u outside ur class for 'bout 20 mins but u rushed out with ur A'ZONE pad n OP pencil case n said u had some eng lesson n had to be punctual.wth!u goon!urgh!damn angry with u lah!gah!donno wat's wrong with u todae.something wrong somewhere.bought apple aloe vera to quench my thirst.forgot to bring water to school todae.damn forgetful.was rushing lyk mad mah!not my fault.it's the tym's fault.pass so fast.can't catch up with it.darn!after recess was eng.went through 2005 compre(we did it over the school holidays)got 27/35...which is 'bout 77.5%-A1.not bad,for a wimpy kid lyk me.haha.stupid sam.beat me by 1 pathetic mark.wat a pity.her eng is damn good.so jealous.gggggggggggrrrrrrrrrrrrr...hist was taken over by mrs foo-sci.she said she couln't take over chi 'cos it clashes with her tymtable.sad.we haven't completed our syllabus yet.damn slow lah.haiz...did filing during sci.had to hand up file for checking.my flie is damn thick lah!it's gonna explode n the file itself will tear.mrs foo said we could get a ring file.i jumped for joy.haha.damn happy.loads of people din hand it up.luckily no punishment.if not have to write 400-word essay.i did my filing.see,so guai.finished the 2nd last topic for the syllabus.yippeekyeyay!haha.chi.did du bao.did summary of a newspaper article in the POPcorn section.finished it just in tym.haha.damn lucky.NO chi H/W.as i said multiple tyms,my chi sucks.did sickbay duty.got to wash blankets...sobsobsob.nvm.donno y still got so many things missing in the 1st aid kits.sad.there's some1 eating the items in it.ooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo.u better own up,man/woman/men/women.i don get it though.hu would want to steal the things in the 1st aid kits.sad.i think they need more of these necessities nowadays.conclusion:people get injured easily,EVERYDAY!sad.*sarcasm*i'm not being mean.i pity them.lols.ate lunch with teng teng,yeo su wen n sam.shaf just sat there n drooled.too bad shaf.ur fasting.just lyk rabia.haha.teng teng is lame.reali.she came up with all these weird BIRD NAMES for every1 in the squad.stupid lah.she's got nothing better to do in life.went home at around 3-ish.mom drove to a kiosk near our house n went to pump petrol.i went to post a letter for her n buy sausages for dinner.small sausages.not those long 1s.tini tiny 1s.haha.they taste nice though.the size of it should be enlarged.haha.mom bought oreo for me.thnks mom.i think she noes i lyk oreo.it's pure chocolate.*heavenly*.headed for home n bathed.mom went to fetch my sis n now she's at home cooking dinner.i'm blogging.going to do my work now.revise.F.Y.E IS ONI 13 DAYS AWAY!NNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!SAD.so,so sad...ok.i think i've said enuff.i think i'm gonna burn the midnite oil for the sake of the upcoming major exams of the year.gonna chat with teng teng later.so yar.GTG THIS INSTANT.haha.erm.signing off now.bb.

2008-09-05T00:57:00.000-07:00

Motto:I've done my part-constantly giving in to you.Now,it's your turn.

FINALLY CAUGHT UP.yay!din do much todae.woke up at 9.00 SHARP.din noe y.some body reactions?haha.heck.ate more cookies from takashimaya for breakfast again.haha.mom bought them yesterday.pls don call me cookie monster.i don want to be called a copycat animore.did more sci 'till 'bout 1.00ish,then had lunch.ate plain milk bread and cream soup for lunch.wasn't so bad as i expected it to be.snagged cheezels after that.mom gave me 2 apples to eat.she said i need loads of nutrients.i think i have enuff nutrients.but i did as i was told aniway.haha.watched Narnia just now...'bout 3 hrs ago.watched it multiple times.my sis started watching it n she wouldn't let me watch another movie.so yar.it's boring.all the characters in it are stupid.most of them give *chikopeh* looks EVERYTIME.haha.lol:Dnow,i'm blogging.chatted with kwang su wen a few moments ago.later,i'll be going for church service.will be staying back for a little longer.my sis needs to practice for the church's string ensemble.she plays the violin.grade 2.she picked up this 'skill' when she was oni 4.but,due to her long term sicknesses n all,much delay was caused.so yar.that's y now she's oni at grade 2.not pathetic.it's sad.but yar,she plays quite well.if not,how could she have gotten into the church's string ensemble?lucky girl.thank GOD for that.(i sound damn long-winded,lyk my grandparents.)aniway,by the tym i return home,it'll be damn late alr n i'll have no mood to blog.so yar.eh,i've go to go alr.so yar.i'll try my best to post tom.busy day tom...again.my life is but i long string of hectic events.haiz...

2008-09-05T00:22:00.000-07:00

Motto:I had faith in you,so much faith in you,but you just threw it away.
erm...post for Thursday,September 4,2008.woke up at 8.30.i knew immediately that i had to start work.final year exams r oni 18 days away.badly need to buck up.revised then watched Mummy 2 again.for the sake of my sis.damn sick of it alr.couldn't find anithing better to do lah.ah...the lazy early afternoons.don blame me.went to grandma's house for some reunion dinner thing.not everyone was there though.sad.miss my 1 year old cousin.seriously.his name is darius btw.he's so adorable.lyk a cuddly teddy.haha.ate KFC for lunch at kovan mall.nid to feedback to the manager.the chicken standard is getting from bad to worse.must BUCK UP!go!go!go!whoo hoo!haha.lame lah.admitted.haha.kovan mall has changed a lot ever since i last shopped there...which was months ago.damn nice now.the size of the mall din change though.still as small as last time.ate ice-cream for 'desert'.practiced eng summary at grandma's house in the most appropriate place,the kitchen.no distractions.oni my sis's rantings non-stop n the sound of pots n pans...my grandma was whipping something reali scrumptuos for dinner.(my spelling sucks)used to it alr lah.no big deal.haha.played with my digtal camera 1/2way through.was bored of studying.entertained my 5 year old cousin,daren,n yes,he is darius elder bro.that boy is reali hard to appease,unlyk his younger bro.he could come.i couldn't see y his bro couldn't come.sad.dinner was damn shiok lah.my grandma has the best culinary skills.THE BEST!huge spread of food.ate to my fill.bloated up lyk a balloon.haha.stayed back to watch 7.00 show on channel 8.no comments 'bout the show.reached home at 'bout 8.30ish.slacked.i can't believe i did that!did sci 'till i slept on my study table.tired out.din change yet.the coo koo clock woke me up.oblivious of the tym.haha.changed n jumped into bed.the end.

2008-09-04T23:44:00.000-07:00

Motto:I never thought you'd be the one speaking up for me,so,i just want to thank you for always being there for me.
UPDATE!sry for not posting everyday.have been damn busy lately.din even go on9.so yar.i'll be posting 3 posts todae.this post is for Wednesday,September 3,2008.went for SANA course at 'bout 8.30.damn early rite?yah.i noe.yeo su wen was there alr.before i actuali reached.she said she went early 'cos her sis needed to go for some badminton practice.something lyk that.her mom is nice,man.haha.the course was not reali boring.quite interesting.learnt quite a lot of things 'bout drugs,drug abuse and stuff lyk that.there was this freaking irritating guy at the course.the instructors called him ah meng.lol:Dhad yoshinoya for lunch.beef bowl.wolfed it down in 5 mins.oni given 15 mins to eat leh!we were held back.din get to enjoy my lunch.sad.haha.oh yah,the room was reali squeezy.we were lyk sardines in a can.eeeeeeeeee.quite cold even though there were approximately 240.took a test straight after lunch.donno if i passed...doubt it.listened to many long lectures.I DID PAY ATTENTION.had qn n ans session.discussed for a role play.din turn out well.group members were not interested.sad.real sad.we passed the role play though.it was a miracle...reached home at 'bout 7.00p.m.was raining cats n dogs outside.my mom went shopping with my sis while i was attending the course.i don envy them,reali.i don reali lyk shopping.they bought loads of things.whoa.that shows that my mom n sis are shopaholics.haha.oh yah.they bought this yo yo ball for me.haha.did a bit of math after i had my dinner.had instant noodles for dinner.curry instant noodles.maggi mee.haha.reali lah.not joking...was dead beat by then.so turned in after i read newspapers.haha.so yar.oh yah!btw,we din get lost at the SANA house lyk u all did.muahahahahahahaha*my evil laughter*ok.tell u wat happened yesterday in the next post.

2008-09-02T06:25:00.000-07:00

Motto:I never seem to be getting along with you at all.

nothing much happened todae.so yar.gonna be a real short post ok?woke up at 9.saw my mom n sis off.sis went for tuition.i just woke up.still a little moody.no wait,very moody.hair was all over my damn face.face was damn blurr.very spastic.i looked disgusting.eeeeeeeewwwwwwwww.but yet,i had the responsibility to close the front gate once my mom drove off.no automatic gate mah.ate famous amous cookies for breakfast.oh,the l.o.v.e...live n let eat.haha.did eng work again.still doing it now.watched the librarian 2,soloman's mines.din watch it before.boring show.they said it was adventurous n all sorts of other good stuff 'bout it,but none of the above actually happened.wat an irony.sad.but i juz watched it 'cos i din watch it before.i'm slow.i noe.ate bacon,cheese sausages n carrot n potato soup for lunch.*shoik*.haha.again.somehow,all the food i taste r all quite shoik.studied,studied,studied.then,time to bathe n get ready for tuition.chi tuition.my chi sucks.reali.i think i'll fail my chi.boo hoo...tuition is fun though.i don open my mouth during tuition 'cos i speak horrible chi.i'm practically hopeless in chi.fortunately,i've got a reali caring teacher there.very encouraging leh.patient.came back after tuition at 'bout 7.50p.m.ate beef for dinner.i seem to eat meat everyday.oh yes,i do.i'm a meatetarian.watched some chi shows on channel 8 'til 'bout 8.30.something 'bout super moms.haha.i think...packed for tomorrow's SANA course.now,i'm blogging,obviously.ok,i've gotta go study once more before i sleep.end years r juz round the corner!'bout 24 days away!nnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnooooooooooooooo!!!!!!!!!!!i wanna sleep early todae.got a long day tom.so yar,signing off.:Dbtw,good luck for ur end years.u'll be needing it.i'm starting to feel realli stressed rite now 'cos of F.Y.Es.y must there be exams?????